Mar 29, THU, 23:39PM

Somehow I have parted my blog for 5 days. I should blame everything to the online game "Dota" as I played it like crazy for the past few days. I am here anyway.

Lots of thing have happened this few days.

Last Sunday I went to Xenri Restaurant for the Sunday buffet. If it is up for me to judge the buffet, well... Double thumbs up! Ha.. well the food was really delicious. Ate a lotz! Let me count back- 7 oysters, sashimi, grilled beef cubes, grilled salmon and unagi, sushi of course, soba, octopus, jelly fish, seafood soup etc. Wow now I count it and the urge to go again appears, again. Truely a very memorable buffet, though it cost us RM52 a person.. *ouch!!

The following Monday, I had this Japanese quiz, listen and write appropriate answers. I don't wanna sound ego but it was really easy. Hope I can get the highest among all- there is a chance this time ha.. And that night my housemates, me myself and 2 more friends went to nearby Jusco to had dinner and shopped for a while. But somehow I can't understand why did we drive for 15 minutes there and ate something so normal. But it was a nice short trip. I don't really like to go out with a whole bunch of people. Going out with closed friends just suits me. Perhaps I am not keen to act in front of large crowds.

the following day, Tuesday, was as usual as always. So did Wednesday. And so did today. What a boring life sometimes I'd think.

Oh ya! recently I am quite into online business. Err.. come to calculate how much I have earned... ... ... about USD45! But really banked in to me was merely USD0.10:( Funny actually. And I joined a forum which pays us for every post we write. Ya this is something and potential bucks. I have written like 48 posts in 2-day time and each post would give me USD0.05! It isn't scam site I think. I would wack them if I am fooled again.

Click here if you feel like it. Of course this link will take you to the registration page. If your registered under me I can take about USD0.25 as well. Wish me good luck in earning those bucks!!

Mar 24, Sat, 10:39PM

I don't know since when, I have really forgotten the feeling of anticipation... People look forward because there are things to be hoped, to be realized but me, I really don't have anything to be anticipated..

Though saying so, there still are things I wanna do. I wanna go traveling around the world- Shinjuku and Tokyo of Japan, Seoul and ChejuDo of Korea, BeiJing of China, London, Las Vegas, New York, Ireland, Switzerland and others I forgot to mention. I love seeing crowds, meeting people, learning about the cultures, trying all those nice food, witnessing events and studying their buildings. Even the chance is as slim as it may seem, I really wish I can go traveling, perhaps as a backpacker.

Tomorrow I am going to a XenRi for an afternoon buffet. Despite it is not something far or big to be looking forward, but I do anticipate for it!!

Adorable Kids: December afternoon at Tanjung Lobang Miri. These are a bunch of kids axcept some.


I love kids. I love them so much. Maybe I don't have any little brother and that I am always the youngest everywhere.

I am easily becoming closed to kids, and I feel to be a kid when I am with them. I like myself of that kind. Nothing to be awared 'cus kids are pure, simple-minded and kind-hearted. How good if the world is filled only with them. And sometimes, I really miss them. Time spent with them is so nostalgic and warm. But they are growing up, and so do everything.. Like myself is getting old and so do my sisters and parents. Should time machine really exist, I would like it to stop the time now. I am gonna quit my Uni life and work outside. And I am gonna spend all of my time with my family. Family can never be replaced.

I am a 90% optimist from the outside but within me, I am 60% a pessimist. How ironic..

Mar 21, WED, 2:32AM

It was a building in use: Used to be medical school 1 year back. This building was where my sisters studied, for their 3 years Bio-medicine.















The sun sets: Taken during I came back home this evening. The sky was so attractive. It was rather like the sun rising up in the morning.

I am always feeling, 'am I belong to be a chinese?'. Chinese thoughts are too conservative. And nothing about chinese really attract me. Of course this is nothing relevant to the tradition and the lifestyle of chinese; they are just great. I am very ashamed of myself for telling this. I am a chinese but I am not proud to be one. And I am pissed by chineses' thinking sometimes. Nevertheless, I am very much fond to be like a japanese. What is so attractive about them I don't know. Just that.. well things just happen to be so. Perhaps this is the negative feeling for being a Malaysian. I don't feel like anyone here in Malaysia. A malaysian am I? Ha..

Many people say they'd rather not come over peninsular Malaysia 'cus the people here are very much different. All races seem to isolate themselves to build any bone with other races. I read a threat in the forum saying that people from East Malaysia like the Malays there but they really dislike the Malays of the West. And indeed, after I came here for more or less 3 years, I understand-- People here are different. What can I do alone. I really wish someday all nations could really live peacefully under one roof. And I do take the first step to approach them, but sometimes, just that it is not as smooth as I thought.


Migrating to other countries really sounds fantastic for me. But where should I land my feet. China? S'pore? Japan?

Mar 19, Mon, 11:38AM

MAR 17 morning: This is the sight at 9.30AM. What a sight!


Last Saturday there was this MaxGame Max Girl competition held in Sg Wang Plaza and my housemate (my brother's gf) happened to be one of the preliminary contestants. They were competing for the Semi Final. Sure enough, since i was going, I had to wake up earlier. When I woke up, this is the sight I witnessed at 9 morning (what a sight huh!). It didn't seem like it was day time, just weird, very weird to have such weather. Things have changed a lot in this world these days. For the most significant sign, the weather.

Days ago I watched National Geographic: 2006 Overview, it talked about what had happened throughout the year 2006, mostly topics that are related to climate or changing weather nowadays. For instance, the iceberg at the North Poll is melting every year, and this is a result of globally warming up temperature. Undoubtedly, this is caused by humans as well. Scientists say Polar bear will eventually extinct; by 2066 the sea water level will rise about 7 metres; the next generations are those who will suffer, not us.

Everyday is a new experience. But we do less things, we gain less wisdom. Don't ponder around, do your thing!

Mar 15, Thu, 12:54AM

Finally, the exam came to an end. I have waited it for a week long. I thought my Network Management paper would be hard but well, it's not that challenging haha. Thanks to the lecturer. I know she is doing everything to help raise our carried mark.

Weather in Serdang here is turning cool. It has been raining and stopping for 2 days already. You can really feel the temperature dropping. Nice air though I love it. Despite the weather to be so, I hate my current life style. What should I do next? Sometimes I feel myself to be so useless, and sometimes even like a scum. Perhaps.. I am not suit to live a student life? Perhaps I am meant to go out working 3 years ago. Coming to university doesn't really help me in anyway for my future I would think. Does it?? I just don't know.

Yesterday night (more precisely this morning) I slept at 3, and I think fall asleep at 4 something (?!). Come to think of it, why--do--I--sleep--that--late!! For nothing just pleasure mostly. Tonight I am gonna sleep early. I am gonna sleep after I finish writing this. I must!!!

Mar 12, Mon, 8:25PM

China Dools in Queue: A set of dolls. They are encapsulated within their "bigger" sisters.


Another week has past. Time really flies. Mom has resumed her daily routine in Miri and I have to go to lectures as usual. This week is the exam week actually but anyway I just have one subject to sit for(for I am only taking up 2 subjects this semester). Last Saturday it was Japanese Test II and it was easy and relaxing but I am uncertain if I can get as good as previously done. On Wednesday it would be Network Management test. The lecturer said today that the test would be hard and I am not starting to study it at all. Today I am gonna finish up chapter 3 (I hope I can do it) cos I really don't want to leave everything for tomorrow. It is always last minute before and it is always killing my time to rest arggghhh... *yawning* And looks like it is time to bed.. No way haha.

Another week has past, and I am really repeating what I said:( Yesterday i chat with a friend of mine and I was shocked to learn things are really unpredictable nowadays, well, perhaps all the time. I hope you can endure what is coming dear friend. I don't have much sympathy. I am raised and taught to accept what is coming and I am always ready to accept what is before head (at least this is what I think now). But, I do wish all the people around me to have their life go on safely and happily. I don't think wealth is important than health, always.

11 Mar, Sun, 2:31AM

Still staying awake at a time like this would be normal for most of the students here but I don't really like it. The weather is so hot here. Two days ago there was a storm here. The blowing wind was so strong that there were trees being blown down. Our campus was really a mess. Branches being broken down, hostel's roof are being teared off and so. This wind was, well, so peculiar to be seen here. I don't know but during the wind blowing, I was really excited. Watching tables of the mamak stall being blown away. Just that maybe life is too boring that's why I am looking for something new, fresh to gimme a special experience.

A friend came to me just now for a small chat. Maybe he wants a longer one but I had an appointment so it is more like a one-way chatting. I listen of course. He, this guy, is offered by university to go to work in Korea. Sure enough, he has to undergo certain interviews and narrow the chance. Afterall it is not jun him along who is competing for this golden chance. I say "golden" chance because it is really a fantastic offer. Man try to imagine working as a lab assistant in Korea (for a year or so I don't know) makes you USD3000 per month. This figure is not some kinda joke. And he actually came to me to seek whether he made a right decision. Man, I would consider nothing if the chance comes my way. Korea or Japan is just fine for me. I love both.

And then mommy has been here for the second night. Hasn't been able to meet her today (well yesterday) but she will know. Oh it is 14 minutes past. I was only able to write this much in 15 minute well. Good night everybody!

Mar 9, Fri, 9:26PM

Back balcony: Taken during my second year in UPM


Life in university does flies. Back in 3 years ago I was still a freshman, I was still staying inside the hostel room number 549 alone. Those days were still so fresh in my head. I was on the fourth floor and there was no elevator. I went to take water from the dispencer everyday and I went to take the bus everyday before 8. Sure enough, I had to exercise everyday with those damn staircase! Days were harsh but happy, meaningful. I got to know a lot of friends and they eventually become my buddies. I miss those days.. When we were still so naive about our lives and when everything was still not yet seemed complicated for us.

Months later I'll be gone. Working life. I wonder how it would be. Working Life.. or should I further my studies? Really I don't know. Just now I went to met my mom at KL Nikko Hotel. A night stay there would charge you 800-1000RM. Sure enough her stay there is at commercial price. Nobody would spend, no.. Is no normal people would spend that much for a night stay. I wish I can have one of these hotels in life. I wouldn't care if it is 20, 30 or 40 years later's thing.

standing(back): Ting, Goh, Lim
sitting(front): Me, Chong, Hong, Hiew

Seven Schoolmates: This is photo was taken back in Miri. We had this high schoolmate gathering. But there were really not many people attending.



Life is a weird thing, I never stop to doubt about it. We happy, we feel sad sometimes, we cry when we lose someone, we love people around us and so do we hate someone. What is life really about? People often question themselves what destiny they hold? Nope I don't think we hold any destiny in life. I just know that we work for it and we get the results. Actually i think everything is just.. is just JUST.

Mar 7, 8:40pm, Serdang

Today i attended the JAC seminar. This seminar is about finding career in Japanese company. Well actually it really was a good seminar. The speaker was very humorous and she speaks good English wow and she has a good look too! And then we filled form and answer some simple japanese language based questions. Truly, I am disappointed for not being able to answer all those and I even got 3 of them wrong. Nevertheless, what thrilled me was i gotta talk with a japanese guy. He came to us and asked whether we wanted to know anything. He was really a good guy and he speaks japanese! This is important. Well at least now, I know my japanese speaking level. It was a good time chatting with him.

Then the boring day went on... on.. and on...

5-7pm was the japanese lectures. We had interesting lesson today. We learn about ない形＋ければなりません and ない形＋くてもいいです. I love japanese lessons!! The lecturer is nice in person and very cute, though well, she is an auntie. 7pm the class ended and I went for dinner. Geez.. Apparently i have class now from 8-10pm but.. the food came too late. I'd rather not attending class that will make me late for more than 15 minutes. I think it is a disgrace for the lecturer cos if I am one, I'd feel offended.

So here I am sitting in front of the computer writing my newly-set-up blog. lol

I am still so happy with my new blog^ ^

My Own Blog Where My Own Things Would Be Posted

Yeah finally i have my own blog, at least not one hosted by Friendster or anything else. An official blog it is hehe.

This place is gonna be my place to spend time, minutes, hours even days. I love it really.

Well that's all for the first day. Minna hajimemashite douzo yoroshiku!