It is seldom that i sleep this late, but something is bothering me so I gotta write it out before I forget about it.
Everyone does have secret I believe. A secret that belongs only to himself, and can never be exposed. But unfortunately, somehow, my little secret was being known by a third party, and this third party happens to be a 14 years old kid. What should I do? Upon knowing the secret, he even repeated and repeated twice to me, and there were people around. I don't know what should I do now. The secret is a shame for me, the MOST crucial matter in my life and yet, it was being broadcast like that. Will I have the courage to face what is about to come? Teasing and prejudice, maybe more.
I am so wrong. I shouldn't save those kind of things in my HP bullshit! No matter how, this incident is gonna change my life from now. I can never be the same anymore to certain people. I can never do something I wanna do again. I can never approach someone anymore. I can never be face to face with someone anymore. I will not have the confident to stand in front of these people anymore. I can no longer have activities with the people I treasure all this long anymore. It is such a big lose. Why things like this happened to me? Hasn't it be enough?
Fuck you!! So damn tired of some people.
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