It is the second day of being a teacher, the second time in my life. I never like to become a teacher and I even swore not to enroll myself in this field BUT, ha.. Eventually I am drained into this stream again. Well though its only for 2 months, I am starting to feel the irritation and stress in it. I really can't do well as a teacher. I don't have powerful voice and I am always laughing, how could I be a successful teacher. It is just 2 days but it seems to be a week for me. I really don't enjoy in becoming a teacher.
*sigh*
Nevertheless, some of the students are adorable, but those are only the minor portion. I am so afraid of the students from the last few classes. You wouldn't be able to imagine the mayhem they create and how ignorant some of them are. Walking around here and there DURING the lectures, shouting to each others, slamming the door, knocking the tables and chairs and other irritating actions. I can't hardly stand it:( But while the students are grinning at you, how could I be able to twist my face and scold them like I have to?! I am weak in this field. I am easily being taken control sometimes. I can talk and I can play and I can mix around with them as a normal person, not a teacher. I am extremely tired and frustrated! Anyway I did have some good time today when I entered 1A this morning. They are adorable and well-mannered and though they made noise as well, but you don't really get irritated by them because they are fine kids.
Back to inner world story, I am feeling peace these days, no much fluctuation lately. Ha.. I am missing you anyway, like I always do. See ya XD
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