Wednesday, September 19, 2007

19 SEP, WED, 11:00PM

Today I am tired also, mentally.

I keep wondering, what do you actually see me as? Are you treating me as friend? More than friend? Good friend? 知己?Whatever your treating me as, I am started to feel uneasy. This emotion is true; this feeling is indeed changing.. I really would like to deny the fact but I can't. Apparently, a feeling does change with time when the person is overwhelmed with tiredness.. Could you give me some signs, to tell me what do you feel against me? Of course it'd be best if it is positive BUT if its negative, at least I could give you up and go on with my life. Just a small signal please. I am getting too tired. I don't know till when I can endure. When the time comes.. I will just have to bid you farewell.. Its hard to loose, but I have to because, we make decisions throughout our lives, not to be mentioned, this one as well.

Could you please give me the sign? Could you?

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