Finally back in Miri. It was such a long holiday, tiring yet fun. Yea fun!
Another 2 weeks passed by, its just scary sometimes. Apparently time NEVER waits; a second later, you might lose one precious thing. What am I waiting for sometimes really? A fortune? An opportunity? A decision? An event? Or actually just being timid to face what is ahead? Ha.. Funny, so funny life is.
The day would come anytime from now. The pressure is rising and I can barely hold it. What happen if it explodes? Would I hurt people around me? My life is like a time-bomb. Its NOT AT ALL extravagant to call it like that because once the bomb is triggered, I wouldn't have any idea how to continue living with face up.
How are you B..? Did you do what you did for my sake? Could it be? Sometimes I'd rather not to wake up again after I fall into my dream as, at least, I could see what I want to see, hear what I am longing to hear and feel your tender touch and hug.
I am hoping you to know. I am thinking of you every single second; I never fail to forget you for once.. Even if I want so. Its so hard to give you up fucking JESUS! Just.. spare me. Whatever the method...
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment