Saturday, September 8, 2007

8 SEP, SAT, 10:19PM

In fact, being betrayed is a very heart-ache matter. I just feel so hurt, just to be within the same atmosphere with him and his brother. I treated you like my own brothers and yet, what I got is this?! Just now in that room I was actually suffocating just to sit beside him. Why do thing turn out like this? I don't want me to feel like that but, what he had done seems so unforgivable. I know he is trying to mend the broken friendship (or brotherhood) but.. I am very disappointed, at least I am still.. mind a lot about the matter.

Do I still have to chance to participate activities with them? I would really love to but everytime I see him I am so sad. Why did you do that tell me? Do you know how deep you have hurt me? Do you know there are things in this world that you mustn't do even for once, because you might change the destiny of other people. And why must you spread it? Why can't you keep it secretly as you know the criticalness of the matter? Do you know you have ruined me? Its too late man.. too late.. Nevertheless I hope I can forgive you, if that day really comes.. Be steady and be smart moron.

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