I thought, it would be like a lightning strike to me that I know who B falls for but, well seems like the impact wasn't as I feared. Apparently, I am deceiving myself all this time. Instead of saying that I was deceiving myself, I actually saw what I want to see and heard what I want to hear.. So, this is what people are talking about, when you fall for someone, you would create and take every assumption as realities. LOVE yea LOVE: What a dreadful thing to be endured.
Now that I have realised the naked truth and its at least 95% true, should I move on my life? To another level? Ah... I still don't think it would be as easy as it seems like.
Time, is what I need! Perhaps with the help of tickling of the clock, I would first release B, and then forget the feeling and finally accept B again, not as someone I like, but as a friend. Time yes its time I need.
Lord, will you give me a chance to prove myself that I am being true? So grant me the path and the torch. I might fall during this period but I will wake for sure.
Cheers, to myself.
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