Tuesday, October 9, 2007

9 OCT, TUE, 10:51PM

I thought I was invincible in certain area but in fact, I am not. I thought I was optimistic and in fact, I am a pessimist. I thought I could sing bravely on the stage when the time comes and in fact, I couldn't do as I hope it would be. I thought I could forget about B and eventually, it happens that I could never do so, because I am a baka.

There is only one conclusion for these statement: I do not understand myself well enough. I thought I am a brilliant man but in fact I am not. I thought I am a tough guy but in fact I could be easily thorned apart. I thought I have a strong heart.. (you guess the next sentence).

I am such a pessimist, an idiot, an insensible guy and a gig.. How could it be that, all bad points are on me fucking dammit!

I wanna sleep and let me forget all those unhappiness.

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