9 NOV, FRI, 2:35PM

Come to think about it, I have been in the school for exactly 2 months now-- Sep 9 to Nov 9.

And during this period I also have done quite a lot of mistakes. I always know I am not a good teacher. Now, I am even sure that I would never be one. I am very disappointed with myself and I am feeling guilty for being their teacher. Ah.. I am going to leave anyway, just 7 more days, and I will part the school forever. I will miss the students and some of the teachers. I have great memories there and I learned a lot as well. I think aside of the mistakes I did, most importantly, I have grown. Still waiting to see how have I change anyway. I hope I will be a more responsible person and dedicated person later. I don't wanna stat lazy for the rest of my life.

Mistakes I have done. Let me list them out so that they will never be forgotten.

1. Not firm enough. Ignoring students to do whatever they want in some classes.
2. Lazy. Didn't give many homework for them.
3. Irresponsible for a form teacher. Didn't give the class DAC daily and late entry in the class everyday.
4. Couldn't able to control the students.
5. A chatter.
6. Didn't carry out duty as it should be.
7. Help students to keep something it shouldn't be brought to school.

Perhaps there are some more I failed to list.

*sigh*

What would happen if I am given one more time to be a teacher?