Wednesday, December 12, 2007

12 DEC, WED, 10:50PM

I couldn't believe I was in Penang yesterday.

There are times when I'd feel the ticks of the clock are so slow while sometimes I just couldn't accept the fact that time sprints.

A duration of 3 months is like a round of roller coaster- The last time I saw my brother was 3 months ago. And also 2 and a half months is the period I got to know around 100++ of my pupils back in school. And yesterday I just parted my brother for another time. I miss him dearly actually. I think I might cry out if I keep on thinking about him. He, undoubtedly, is my most beloved one, the closest person in my life and irreplaceable.

B, I have thousands of sentence to tell you but I couldn't. Fate has its own role in every person's life. Mine is definitely not a blessed one. How about yours? I wish I am a bird.. I wish I could sleep forever everynight.

Nic, if your reading this I will let you know, I think of ending my life everyday like you do. Just that I consider more than you do as well. That's why I am still alive.

I am very sad to know that someday I might just leave everyone behind ha.. God Bless Me, if YOU are really out there.

Mom and dad and my sisters and brother, I love you more than any of you love towards each other. With this I shall have to strength to keep on standing on this stage, shake off the burden the feelings and pressure, head's up and continue to walk down this snarl road. I know it is.

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