Sunday, December 16, 2007

16 DEC, SUN, 10:40PM

I really hope.. I could cry out loud. Or at least my tears would drop but its hard; as it is hard to endure things in life.

The more I read the more I feel helpless. Things are just not fair for me. Is there anyone to be complained? NO! Definitely no one.

People ask why do I always live in fantasy. Childish thinking. Naive. But do they know there is a solid reason behind it? While I still couldn't face the life how could I not fleeing from it. Its saddening to tell and now that my heart really hurts. Would anybody know about that? The ache is like a rock place on the chest. You can't utter the words, you can't sing it out, you can't tell anyone. YOU CAN JUST ENDURE by YOURSELF. Its definitely not a imaginable sensation.

My life.. Ha.. I can't even cry the tears just wouldn't come out. I am so tired.

I don't wish to fall but I have no choice.

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