My japanese has definitely deteriorated a lot since last year. I am so sad. I tried to use Japanese to write today's feeling and story but somehow, I couldn't even get into the second sentence. What the heck.. AH!!!!!
Life has been meaningless in foreign land. Now that I realise its so good to be in my room. I love my bed the most but ironically, it seems that I like my bed in foreign land more.. Umm.. Maybe I lost too many pillow stuff on my queen bed in my room and that makes me very unfamiliar with it.
Went for a barber just now. Had my hair cut and its a new look (though not really XD), its not bad. I am having contradiction in life now, but it seems always. AHHHHHHH!!! I don't know what to write in here.. I have too many problems till I have the urge to compile them into a novel but, just pointless. My personal dairy have somehow reach the 20th page.
Sometimes I think, like writing blog, writing dairy, what is the purpose? Is it that within me, I actually hope those people in my story would eventually read them up? I dunno. So lost sometimes. Just now I went for the barber, when she cut my hair, why did I have the nervous feeling in me? Why? What is happening? I am too tired to think of it. Last night after I received a call from a close person, why did I feel so uneasy? Why am I becoming into someone so.. ruthless and so unfriendly. My heart is blinded. I hate it.
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