Today it's quite disappointing, for some reasons. And I think, it is how people think not you. When you are being noble, you are just being an idiot at the same time. And when you are not being able, you would be thought ill by people. To protect myself or do something for others' sake? I really don't know. And I want to know why I am always in this situation?
Why this world people are like that?
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Friday, March 28, 2008
28 MAR, FRI, 1:57PM
爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，总觉得多一个人陪，多一个人帮你分担，你终于不再孤单了，至少有一个人想着你、恋着你，不论做什么事情，只要能在一 起，就是好的，你以为不可失去的人，原来并非不可失去。你流干了眼泪，自有另一个人逗你欢笑。你伤心欲绝，然后发现不爱你的人，根本不值得你为之伤心。今 天回首，何尝不是一个喜剧？情尽时，自有另一番新境界，所有的悲哀也不过是历史。 爱情总 是想象比现实美丽，相逢如是，告别亦如是。 我们以为爱得很深、很深，来日岁月，会让你知道，它不过很浅、很浅。最深最重的爱，必须和时日一起成长。 但是慢慢的，随着彼此的认识愈深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，于是问题一个接着一个发生，你开始烦、累甚至想要逃避，有人说爱情就像在捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的，但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？她适合你，那你又适合她吗? 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，但是记住人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，只要你有心、有勇气，与其到处去捡未知的石头，还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨光，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，所以人才会变得懒惰。错！其实是人先被惰性征服，所以感情才会变淡的。因为爱情的缘故，两个陌生人可以突然熟络到睡在同一 张床上。 然而，相同的两个人， 在分手时却说， 我觉得你越来越陌生。爱情将两个人由陌生变成熟悉，又由熟悉变成陌生。 爱情正是一个将一对陌生人变成情侣，又将一对情侣变成陌生人的游戏。 一个钱币最美丽的状态，不是静止， 而是当它像陀螺一样转动的时候，没人知道，即将转出来的那一面， 是快乐或痛苦，是爱还是恨。 快乐和痛苦，爱和恨，总是不停纠缠。 所谓缘分，也和发明一样吧，都是源于偶然。 爱情也是一种发明，需要不断改良。 只是，这种发明跟其他发明不一样， 它没有专利权，随时会给人抢走。愈害怕失去的人，愈容易失去。 愈想得到，就愈要放手。放手是很难的，但是别无选择。 世上有很多东西是可以挽回的， 比如良知，比如体重。 但不可挽回的东西更多，譬如旧梦，譬如岁月，譬如对一个人的感觉。放弃一个很爱你的人并不痛苦， 放弃一个你很爱的人才是痛苦。在最有感觉的时候，她没有停下脚步， 那么，也不必在一起走完那段路之后，回头去寻找那些散落在地上的感觉， 路已经走完。 爱情中最伤感的时刻是后期的冷淡， 一个曾经爱过你的人，忽然离你很远，咫尺之隔，却是天涯。 曾经轰轰烈烈，曾经千回百转，曾经沾沾自喜，曾经柔肠寸断。 到了最后， 最悲哀的分手竟然是悄无声息。
有相逢就有别离， 可是每个人都害怕别离。大家都知道，最后一次的别离就是死亡。我们口里说"天下无不散之宴席"， 心里却舍不得喝掉手中的酒，还想再唱一支歌，再唱一支歌。你可不可以不走？
相信爱情可以令一个人改变， 是年轻的好处，也是年轻的悲哀。浪子永远是浪子。 令男人改变的，也许是上帝的爱或者佛祖的慈悲，但绝对不会是女人。 最不宜结婚的是浪子，最适宜结婚的也是浪子。往往不是女人改变一个浪子，而是女人在浪子想改变的时候刚好出现。当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。那并不 代表你会选择他。你说：你要找一个你很爱很爱的人，你才会谈恋爱。但是当对方问你：怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，你却无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。可是后来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。 假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？ 其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之后才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过：在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？所以，还 是仔细看看身边的人吧！他或许已经等你很久喽！ 时间会让你了解爱情，时间能够证明爱情， 也能够把爱推翻。没有一种悲伤是不能被时间减轻的。如果时间不可以令你忘记那些不该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有什么意义？ 如果所有的悲哀、痛苦、失败都是假的，那该多好？ 可惜，世上有很多假情假义，自己的痛苦、失败、悲哀，却偏偏总是真的。 他纵有千个优点，但他不爱你， 这是一个你永远无法说服自己去接受的缺点。 一个人最大的缺点不是自私、多情、野蛮、任性，而是偏执地爱一个不爱自己的人。 暗恋是一种自毁，是一种伟大的牺牲。暗恋，甚至不需要对象， 我们不过站在河边，看着自己的倒影自怜，却以为自己正爱着别人。
爱情和情歌一样，最高境界是余音袅袅。最凄美的不是报仇雪恨，而是遗憾。最好的爱情，必然有遗憾。那遗憾化作余音袅袅，长留心上。 最凄美的爱，不必呼天抢地，只是相顾无言。 失望，有时候，也是一种幸福。因为有所期待，才会失望。 遗憾，也是一种幸福。因为还有令你遗憾的事情。追寻爱情，然后发现， 爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。
最浪漫的爱是得不到的。 最浪漫的情话，是当哪个已经跟你分了手的人打电话来问："你好吗？" 你稀松平常地回答："我很好。" 而其实你还爱着他，你一点也不好。男人伪装坚强，只是害怕被女人发现他软弱。女人伪装幸福，只是害怕被男人发现她伤心。 爱情，有时候，是一件令人沉沦的事情，所谓理智和决心，不过是可笑的自我安慰的说话。 爱情从来都是一种束缚，追求爱情并不等于追求自由。自由可贵，我们用这最宝贵的东西换取爱情。 因为爱一个人，明知会失去自由， 也甘愿作出承诺。诺言是用来跟一切的变幻抗衡。 变幻原是永恒，我们唯有用永恒的诺言制约世事的变幻。不能永恒的，便不是诺言。 诺言是很贵的，如果你尊重自己的人格。 爱是有安全感，又没有安全感。 爱是一种震撼，也是一种无力感。 爱是诱惑，也惟有爱能给你力量抗拒诱惑。 爱是忠诚，可是爱也会令你背叛。
一个人负心，或许是因为他的记忆力不好。 他忘记了，所以他能够负心；不是因为他负心，所以他忘记了。以前种种，他并非完全忘记，但他记忆力太差了，往事已经不再深刻， 很快就被新的记忆取代，只记得新人的欢笑， 忘记旧人的笑脸。 懂爱的女人通常输得很惨。 爱情本来就是残忍的，胜者为王。 感情可以转帐，婚姻可以随时冻结，激情可以透支，爱情善价而沽。 是的，在这细小的都市里，这就是我们的生活。 今天的长相厮守，只是尽力而为而已。 最安全和最合时宜的方式，还是和自己厮守
有人说：喝酒的时候，六分醉的微醺感是最舒服的。肌肉可以得到松弛，眼中看到的一切都是可爱的，如果你还继续喝，很可能隔天你会头疼欲裂，全身不舒服，完 全丧失了喝酒的乐趣。吃饭的时候，七分饱的满足感是最舒服的。口中还留着食物的香味，再加上饭后甜点、水果，保持身材和身体健康绝对足够。如果你还继续 吃，很可能会肠胃不适、吃太饱想睡觉，完全丧失了吃饭的乐趣。
当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。 所有的期待和希望都只有七八分，剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的趣。 如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：爱一个人！要了解，也要开解；要道歉，也要道谢；要认错，也要改错；要体贴，也要体谅；是接受， 而不是忍受；是宽容，而不是纵容；是支持，而不是支配；是慰问，而不是质问；是倾诉，而不是控诉；是难忘，而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；是为 对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；可以浪漫，但不要浪费；可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手…… 有的人，你看了一辈子却忽视了一辈子；有的人，你看一眼却改变了你的一生；有的人，一厢情愿了N年，却被拒绝N年；有的人，无心的一个表情，却成了永恒~
如果你都做到了，即使你不再爱一个人，也只有怀念，而不会怀恨。就好向你看完我的贴．不好．你回贴了． 那你还有人性．反过来说你不回，那就是冷血，你有资格谈爱这个字吗？自己想想吧．掂量下吧．．．．当然不回贴我也没办法．那我会微笑着对你说。。。。。去吧．
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，所以人才会变得懒惰。错！其实是人先被惰性征服，所以感情才会变淡的。因为爱情的缘故，两个陌生人可以突然熟络到睡在同一 张床上。 然而，相同的两个人， 在分手时却说， 我觉得你越来越陌生。爱情将两个人由陌生变成熟悉，又由熟悉变成陌生。 爱情正是一个将一对陌生人变成情侣，又将一对情侣变成陌生人的游戏。 一个钱币最美丽的状态，不是静止， 而是当它像陀螺一样转动的时候，没人知道，即将转出来的那一面， 是快乐或痛苦，是爱还是恨。 快乐和痛苦，爱和恨，总是不停纠缠。 所谓缘分，也和发明一样吧，都是源于偶然。 爱情也是一种发明，需要不断改良。 只是，这种发明跟其他发明不一样， 它没有专利权，随时会给人抢走。愈害怕失去的人，愈容易失去。 愈想得到，就愈要放手。放手是很难的，但是别无选择。 世上有很多东西是可以挽回的， 比如良知，比如体重。 但不可挽回的东西更多，譬如旧梦，譬如岁月，譬如对一个人的感觉。放弃一个很爱你的人并不痛苦， 放弃一个你很爱的人才是痛苦。在最有感觉的时候，她没有停下脚步， 那么，也不必在一起走完那段路之后，回头去寻找那些散落在地上的感觉， 路已经走完。 爱情中最伤感的时刻是后期的冷淡， 一个曾经爱过你的人，忽然离你很远，咫尺之隔，却是天涯。 曾经轰轰烈烈，曾经千回百转，曾经沾沾自喜，曾经柔肠寸断。 到了最后， 最悲哀的分手竟然是悄无声息。
有相逢就有别离， 可是每个人都害怕别离。大家都知道，最后一次的别离就是死亡。我们口里说"天下无不散之宴席"， 心里却舍不得喝掉手中的酒，还想再唱一支歌，再唱一支歌。你可不可以不走？
相信爱情可以令一个人改变， 是年轻的好处，也是年轻的悲哀。浪子永远是浪子。 令男人改变的，也许是上帝的爱或者佛祖的慈悲，但绝对不会是女人。 最不宜结婚的是浪子，最适宜结婚的也是浪子。往往不是女人改变一个浪子，而是女人在浪子想改变的时候刚好出现。当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。那并不 代表你会选择他。你说：你要找一个你很爱很爱的人，你才会谈恋爱。但是当对方问你：怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，你却无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。可是后来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。 假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？ 其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之后才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过：在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？所以，还 是仔细看看身边的人吧！他或许已经等你很久喽！ 时间会让你了解爱情，时间能够证明爱情， 也能够把爱推翻。没有一种悲伤是不能被时间减轻的。如果时间不可以令你忘记那些不该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有什么意义？ 如果所有的悲哀、痛苦、失败都是假的，那该多好？ 可惜，世上有很多假情假义，自己的痛苦、失败、悲哀，却偏偏总是真的。 他纵有千个优点，但他不爱你， 这是一个你永远无法说服自己去接受的缺点。 一个人最大的缺点不是自私、多情、野蛮、任性，而是偏执地爱一个不爱自己的人。 暗恋是一种自毁，是一种伟大的牺牲。暗恋，甚至不需要对象， 我们不过站在河边，看着自己的倒影自怜，却以为自己正爱着别人。
爱情和情歌一样，最高境界是余音袅袅。最凄美的不是报仇雪恨，而是遗憾。最好的爱情，必然有遗憾。那遗憾化作余音袅袅，长留心上。 最凄美的爱，不必呼天抢地，只是相顾无言。 失望，有时候，也是一种幸福。因为有所期待，才会失望。 遗憾，也是一种幸福。因为还有令你遗憾的事情。追寻爱情，然后发现， 爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。
最浪漫的爱是得不到的。 最浪漫的情话，是当哪个已经跟你分了手的人打电话来问："你好吗？" 你稀松平常地回答："我很好。" 而其实你还爱着他，你一点也不好。男人伪装坚强，只是害怕被女人发现他软弱。女人伪装幸福，只是害怕被男人发现她伤心。 爱情，有时候，是一件令人沉沦的事情，所谓理智和决心，不过是可笑的自我安慰的说话。 爱情从来都是一种束缚，追求爱情并不等于追求自由。自由可贵，我们用这最宝贵的东西换取爱情。 因为爱一个人，明知会失去自由， 也甘愿作出承诺。诺言是用来跟一切的变幻抗衡。 变幻原是永恒，我们唯有用永恒的诺言制约世事的变幻。不能永恒的，便不是诺言。 诺言是很贵的，如果你尊重自己的人格。 爱是有安全感，又没有安全感。 爱是一种震撼，也是一种无力感。 爱是诱惑，也惟有爱能给你力量抗拒诱惑。 爱是忠诚，可是爱也会令你背叛。
一个人负心，或许是因为他的记忆力不好。 他忘记了，所以他能够负心；不是因为他负心，所以他忘记了。以前种种，他并非完全忘记，但他记忆力太差了，往事已经不再深刻， 很快就被新的记忆取代，只记得新人的欢笑， 忘记旧人的笑脸。 懂爱的女人通常输得很惨。 爱情本来就是残忍的，胜者为王。 感情可以转帐，婚姻可以随时冻结，激情可以透支，爱情善价而沽。 是的，在这细小的都市里，这就是我们的生活。 今天的长相厮守，只是尽力而为而已。 最安全和最合时宜的方式，还是和自己厮守
有人说：喝酒的时候，六分醉的微醺感是最舒服的。肌肉可以得到松弛，眼中看到的一切都是可爱的，如果你还继续喝，很可能隔天你会头疼欲裂，全身不舒服，完 全丧失了喝酒的乐趣。吃饭的时候，七分饱的满足感是最舒服的。口中还留着食物的香味，再加上饭后甜点、水果，保持身材和身体健康绝对足够。如果你还继续 吃，很可能会肠胃不适、吃太饱想睡觉，完全丧失了吃饭的乐趣。
当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。 所有的期待和希望都只有七八分，剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的趣。 如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：爱一个人！要了解，也要开解；要道歉，也要道谢；要认错，也要改错；要体贴，也要体谅；是接受， 而不是忍受；是宽容，而不是纵容；是支持，而不是支配；是慰问，而不是质问；是倾诉，而不是控诉；是难忘，而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；是为 对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；可以浪漫，但不要浪费；可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手…… 有的人，你看了一辈子却忽视了一辈子；有的人，你看一眼却改变了你的一生；有的人，一厢情愿了N年，却被拒绝N年；有的人，无心的一个表情，却成了永恒~
如果你都做到了，即使你不再爱一个人，也只有怀念，而不会怀恨。就好向你看完我的贴．不好．你回贴了． 那你还有人性．反过来说你不回，那就是冷血，你有资格谈爱这个字吗？自己想想吧．掂量下吧．．．．当然不回贴我也没办法．那我会微笑着对你说。。。。。去吧．
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
25 MAR, TUE, 1:19PM
I read an article about how the children NORMALLY treat their mothers. Well at least I am never one of that, though dare not to say all statements made are not applicable. Check it out:
When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.
When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation . You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.An d then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART..
I do not agree with the above. Not all.
When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.
When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation . You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.An d then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART..
I do not agree with the above. Not all.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
23 MAR, SUN, 7:24PM
每次的失落，总会想籍着写日记来淡忘感觉。
果然，做工过后也渐渐地树立了自己的一套性格，所以才是关键；如果这期间所受的、所被对待的皆负面，树立的性格会变得很“反抗性”，出于要时时刻刻保护自己。
我到底拥有着怎样的性格呢？应该没人会告诉我吧。
看过人家写得部落格，由心底的感觉到，自己真的该找个情人，来滋润滋润人生。当然，我深信每个人都渴望爱情，对一个有强烈爱情观的我而言，爱情形同生命之水。
生命中的无奈与矛盾，应该会随着爱情的降临而消失吧。。
真的很想就此淡忘你、忘却你，可惜无论如何看，都很难。。可以吧？一直这么爱着你，无需语言，只是单方面的思念。。可以吧？
果然，做工过后也渐渐地树立了自己的一套性格，所以才是关键；如果这期间所受的、所被对待的皆负面，树立的性格会变得很“反抗性”，出于要时时刻刻保护自己。
我到底拥有着怎样的性格呢？应该没人会告诉我吧。
看过人家写得部落格，由心底的感觉到，自己真的该找个情人，来滋润滋润人生。当然，我深信每个人都渴望爱情，对一个有强烈爱情观的我而言，爱情形同生命之水。
生命中的无奈与矛盾，应该会随着爱情的降临而消失吧。。
真的很想就此淡忘你、忘却你，可惜无论如何看，都很难。。可以吧？一直这么爱着你，无需语言，只是单方面的思念。。可以吧？
Saturday, March 22, 2008
22 MAR, SAT, 10:59PM
Just that suddenly I feel like I have thousand words to utter. Umm.. First of all, today I am so sorry to someone, for being a jerk. *sigh* I dunno what to say but I just eventually got out of control, and spoke very bad things. I am like this all the time?? I have question to myself, when did I start to become like this? Short-tempered and sensitive.
Well yea it thoroughly affects my mood today until now. I am so sorry I think I will just have to let it cools down a bit.
Umm.. I am 24. This evening I met somebody interesting! Nice! And I got praised hehe.. and I take that as the "bestest" praising^^
Thanks for another day. I wish to become a better person tomorrow.
Well yea it thoroughly affects my mood today until now. I am so sorry I think I will just have to let it cools down a bit.
Umm.. I am 24. This evening I met somebody interesting! Nice! And I got praised hehe.. and I take that as the "bestest" praising^^
Thanks for another day. I wish to become a better person tomorrow.
22 MAR, SAT, 1:49PM
Today I was off my mind again. And then, I saw the "Today's Horoscope" in my friendster.
It reads like this:
It reads like this:
Friendship means different things to different people.
Is someone disappointing you? Well, keep in mind that the word 'friendship' means different things to different people. So be careful not to make any assumptions about what this new friendship is all about. They have different ideas about what they want out of this partnership than you do. The good news is that they might well want more than you do! Start a discussion with them about just what is going on here. What they tell you will probably open the door to a whole new level of fun!
Friday, March 21, 2008
21 MAR, FRI, 5:56PM
Right until today, I have met several people who made/make a big impact in my life. This year, another person appears in my life.
This person is a colleague of mine. He is a very helpful guy. Thanks to him, I managed to get pass many obstacles in my working environment. A true friend indeed.
Thanks Cheng, I really appreciate it. I am like this, when I am grateful, I thank you; when I am sorry, I apologize. So do accept my gratitude!^^
May you have a bright future, my friend.
This person is a colleague of mine. He is a very helpful guy. Thanks to him, I managed to get pass many obstacles in my working environment. A true friend indeed.
Thanks Cheng, I really appreciate it. I am like this, when I am grateful, I thank you; when I am sorry, I apologize. So do accept my gratitude!^^
May you have a bright future, my friend.
21 MAR, FRI, 10:58AM
What the heck?!
I hate today. I really sien today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
B ah..
I hate today. I really sien today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
B ah..
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
18 MAR, TUE, 10:05PM
Sometimes in life you would feel so helpless. You know that you have to do one thing, but you don't do it because of certain reasons. This is why life is so complicated.
Sometimes I would think, is it that life is to be like this or, we make it like this? Today C talked to me on msn. Actually I could quite understand C's feeling but just that I couldn't help but to act as an idiot. Why me?
Sitting inside the office with 2 more people currently, while it has already hit 10PM. The lady is clearly getting so irritated, but I can't help. Chatting with colleague makes me feel so good. He is a very nice friend. Thanks.
And B, it's been a long time, since you last replied me.
Sometimes I would think, is it that life is to be like this or, we make it like this? Today C talked to me on msn. Actually I could quite understand C's feeling but just that I couldn't help but to act as an idiot. Why me?
Sitting inside the office with 2 more people currently, while it has already hit 10PM. The lady is clearly getting so irritated, but I can't help. Chatting with colleague makes me feel so good. He is a very nice friend. Thanks.
And B, it's been a long time, since you last replied me.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
15 MAR, SAT, 12:29PM
This morning woke at 8:15AM, the feeling was aweful. It was like being forced to wake... ARGGGG!!!! Ah.. what should I do now. Am I going to apply for the Monbukagakusho? I would like to but I am worried. If I am summoned once again, and failed, then it would be just a waste of money...
Going left side or right? What is the purpose of my existence?
Do I hold the destiny?
Going left side or right? What is the purpose of my existence?
Do I hold the destiny?
15 MAR, SAT, 1:02AM
My feeling is affected by an idiot. Talking nonsense will an idiot. Don't you think you could get away from this. I sure will revenge you.
Back in hometown. Nothing is peculiar. A friend comes back from Australia for medication most probably. Tomorrow I will know. Anyway I am still afraid of what might be raised by her. It seems to be that.. she is trying to ask for something from me.. Oh dear.
After thinking carefully these days, I really feel that there is not many things which will hold me back in my pursue for another adventure. I will wait for its arrival.
Back in hometown. Nothing is peculiar. A friend comes back from Australia for medication most probably. Tomorrow I will know. Anyway I am still afraid of what might be raised by her. It seems to be that.. she is trying to ask for something from me.. Oh dear.
After thinking carefully these days, I really feel that there is not many things which will hold me back in my pursue for another adventure. I will wait for its arrival.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
11 MAR, TUE, 4:16PM
失落的时候真得很想找你倾诉，可是想了想刚刚才读过的一篇文章，清楚了解，当你爱的人不爱你时，请不要找他倾诉，因为他只会淡淡地跟你说声“要振作”，不外如此。
工作真的很令我失望，我很低落，此时的心情更加复杂，可以跟谁倾诉呢？
很感谢你秋慧，因为至少你给了一些很珍贵的东西给我——关心。
工作真的很令我失望，我很低落，此时的心情更加复杂，可以跟谁倾诉呢？
很感谢你秋慧，因为至少你给了一些很珍贵的东西给我——关心。
Sunday, March 9, 2008
9 MAR, SUN, 5:44PM
Yesterday was a memorable and historical day. The opposition in Malaysia denied the 2/3 majority seats of the BN in parliament. This is a good start, but might also be a bad one.
In the good perspective,
We would have a lot lesser of corruptions. The ministers and their subordinates would not dare to corrupt (at least should I say, as to their wills) anymore. And hopefully, Malaysia might have a lot of development in the near 5 years. Thanks to the denial of 2/3 seats in parliament,
From the bad perspective,
We are in a very dangerous state. As opposition got around 80+ seats of 222 seats in parliament, possibly (just possibly), for any carelessness, a similar 513 tragedy might happen again. But also thanks to all the opposition parties, the victory achieved yesterday was a collaboration of all races, not just a single chinese race. I do hope thing won't develop in this direction.
Now that the parliament has over 35% of representatives from the opposition, lets see what could they do:)
In the good perspective,
We would have a lot lesser of corruptions. The ministers and their subordinates would not dare to corrupt (at least should I say, as to their wills) anymore. And hopefully, Malaysia might have a lot of development in the near 5 years. Thanks to the denial of 2/3 seats in parliament,
From the bad perspective,
We are in a very dangerous state. As opposition got around 80+ seats of 222 seats in parliament, possibly (just possibly), for any carelessness, a similar 513 tragedy might happen again. But also thanks to all the opposition parties, the victory achieved yesterday was a collaboration of all races, not just a single chinese race. I do hope thing won't develop in this direction.
Now that the parliament has over 35% of representatives from the opposition, lets see what could they do:)
Saturday, March 8, 2008
8 MAR, SAT, 11:08PM
I am just restless after knowing the results.. Why is it so unfair here!!! Couldn't we get at leat 1/3 of the parliament total seats? Disappointing..
Most most important of all is.. also disappointing.
Most most important of all is.. also disappointing.
8 MAR, SAT, 10:43AM
Yesterday was a long day. Back in office, we had quite a fun moment moving the servers and some tables down to the Ground Floor office. Eventually, I did nothing for the day.
After work I started to travel back home-- a 2 hours drive. Luckily this time I was not the one to drive. Well at least, I didn't need to endure the boring 2-hour-drive. The drive could easily drain out every joule of your energy as the result of concentrating too much ha..
Back in my hometown, I happened to drive one of my colleague around my city to show him where are the places of interest. I spent quite some time with him, after the dinner at a local food court. Well after that I went for a meeting with 2 friends, and heading to Karaoke Lounge afterwards. It was a fun moment yesterday night.
That's all for my report writing. Thanks and good bye.
After work I started to travel back home-- a 2 hours drive. Luckily this time I was not the one to drive. Well at least, I didn't need to endure the boring 2-hour-drive. The drive could easily drain out every joule of your energy as the result of concentrating too much ha..
Back in my hometown, I happened to drive one of my colleague around my city to show him where are the places of interest. I spent quite some time with him, after the dinner at a local food court. Well after that I went for a meeting with 2 friends, and heading to Karaoke Lounge afterwards. It was a fun moment yesterday night.
That's all for my report writing. Thanks and good bye.
Monday, March 3, 2008
3 MAR, MON, 5:50PM
Recently I chat with X, a newly-made friend. X is a very nice person, I know it after chatting with X. I am thinking, if there is any chance for me to know X more?
But of course, thing happens for some reasons. It might be the disappointment that in return, GOD pities on me and gives me another new hope ha.. I am definitely thinking too much. I cannot help to feel heartache while in the meantime, felt the silver lining.
Things happen for good. I believe this.
But of course, thing happens for some reasons. It might be the disappointment that in return, GOD pities on me and gives me another new hope ha.. I am definitely thinking too much. I cannot help to feel heartache while in the meantime, felt the silver lining.
Things happen for good. I believe this.
Sunday, March 2, 2008
2 MAR, SUN, 10:01AM
"THE MIST"
In fact, the elements inside the movie were not fresh. I have watched several movies of such kind like Cloverfield or AVP 2. But one special thing about this movie is, it brings out the feeling of total disappointment. I have never watched anything like this before. As everyone would thinks that eventually, the survivors would be saved and live normal lives thereafter, the ending brings the total contrary of the typical ending. If I am to rate, the movie making I will give 80% but it is definitely a movie that I wouldn't watch again. You would be in a low mood after the movie.
Enduring through another week. I dunno what should do. Seems like sometimes, things are getting worse. Should I really plan for something beforehand?
In fact, the elements inside the movie were not fresh. I have watched several movies of such kind like Cloverfield or AVP 2. But one special thing about this movie is, it brings out the feeling of total disappointment. I have never watched anything like this before. As everyone would thinks that eventually, the survivors would be saved and live normal lives thereafter, the ending brings the total contrary of the typical ending. If I am to rate, the movie making I will give 80% but it is definitely a movie that I wouldn't watch again. You would be in a low mood after the movie.
Enduring through another week. I dunno what should do. Seems like sometimes, things are getting worse. Should I really plan for something beforehand?
Saturday, March 1, 2008
1 MAR, SAT, 7:40PM
该学会自立。他是清楚的，他再也不能依赖别人了。
隔了多天，终于有兴致再回到来这里，写下他心里的点点滴滴。
这些天他想多了吗？前些日子他都在自作多情吗？
草草的带过，很无心的讲述，因为吃可他觉得一切都不重要了。放慢脚步、接着停止脚步，他真的该学习生命的节奏与注定。
是时候该学习独个儿面对孤独、独自承受压力、独自吞咽苦衷、独自看戏、独自一双脚走上布满荆棘的路，以及独自一双手摸索漆黑的前方。
哪怕会摔很多胶，咬紧牙根，他。。没地选。
隔了多天，终于有兴致再回到来这里，写下他心里的点点滴滴。
这些天他想多了吗？前些日子他都在自作多情吗？
草草的带过，很无心的讲述，因为吃可他觉得一切都不重要了。放慢脚步、接着停止脚步，他真的该学习生命的节奏与注定。
是时候该学习独个儿面对孤独、独自承受压力、独自吞咽苦衷、独自看戏、独自一双脚走上布满荆棘的路，以及独自一双手摸索漆黑的前方。
哪怕会摔很多胶，咬紧牙根，他。。没地选。
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