2 APR, WED, 6:10PM

"Day after day, time passes away, I couldn't get you out of my mind."

This is the line is of "If I let of go" of Westlife. It's always occurring to me that, whenever I am feeling like how, I could easily find a song of my feeling, at that moment.

I do have to stress that, time flies.. Its already April and I have been in foreign land for 4 months. I have started to get used to the life here-- Wake up, going to work, out for lunch, work again, time for dinner, and then go back home, play some game or watch some movies, write journal and sleep. It is actually boring but I have got used to it. I don't have social life in foreign land, I don't have good friend either in foreign land.. It's kinda "sabishii" sometimes, come to think of it.. Ha.. Maybe I am a dull man, I am meant to be a dull man. Dull man for dull life.. how ironic.

Come to think of it, AGAIN, I have some good qualities in me too. I notice that, I am good in explaining things, and stating out problem. I am also good in giving excuses and handling "froze" situation. I am good at saying thank you and bidding sorry. Mostly, I am good at hiding myself. This is me and would be me for the whole time. I don't know how my life would be now, but I guess it wouldn't be any good though. I am a cursed soul XD

Yesterday is April Fool. B, how are you getting on? Haven't been hearing from you for quite some time. Are you still you? Are you even bother to think of me? This is ironic that when I am missing you like crazy and you don't even bother to listen to a word I say (I think). Well, this all is afterall my assumption. B, anyway be happy and healthy.

My family; dad mom sisters and brother, may you all live in health and may all your wishes come true. I love you all^^ You are my everything though I might act that you aren't haha... The older I become, the cooler I become as well. That can't be helped as, the more sorrow I have become with time.