五点二十二分，感觉就好像朋友的车牌号码。
逞着做工时间听了一首特别有感觉的歌曲……《对你有感觉》。真的是一首好好好温馨的歌曲呢……
我曾深刻体会对爱感到胆怯
还好有等我的你给我安慰
看你失落的脸又在为爱憔悴
我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈
眼角的泪它给过谁
伤痛的心也无所谓
我会愿意静静的陪在你身边
如果说爱已不可为
那我宁愿藏心里面
其实我害怕会失去你的感觉
怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决没准备跨越爱的界线
怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深深朋友恋人之间的危险
情欲退被爱包围谁犯规都狼狈
谁能解围让一切完美
眼角的泪它给过谁
伤痛的心也无所谓
我会愿意静静的陪在你身边
如果说爱已不可为
那我宁愿藏心里面
其实我害怕会失去你的感觉
怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决没准备跨越爱的界线
怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深深朋友恋人之间的危险
情欲退被爱包围谁犯规都狼狈
谁能解围让一切完美
怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决没准备跨越爱的界线
怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深深朋友恋人之间的危险
你和我拥抱瞬间不后悔
这暖昧星光唯美把爱放心里面
把爱放心里面~!把爱放心里面~!把爱放心里面~!
真得很喜欢这首歌，可能有心有勇气了那份感觉的关系吧，总觉得江美琪跟光良真的把这首歌唱得淋漓尽致。
Monday, June 30, 2008
30 JUN, MON, 3:43PM
Today I have accomplished 2 tasks, which I was having headache for. The first one, is I have obtained the cheque payment from my customer worth 22k Hoorayyyyyy! Though not much of a commission to leech from here, its only like 0.5% lol. The second thing is, I have handed off one quotation, which I wasn't able to pass up to customer due to laziness.. I guess. Hehe^^
Today is quite a beautiful day. I hope tomorrow would be good also.
Oh yea, today I drove one new car which I have longed to drive, Nissan Cefiro M360J for the first time in my life. Well, apparently it wouldn't be a car I fancy, because it is too big and so-not easy to control.
L hasn't been contacting me in the last 24 hours, and I am fed up of that.. Am I being forgotten? Or I am being abandoned? *sigh* I guess this is the kind of result people get when being in an anonymous relationship. Anyway I am happy that L ever exists in my life. I got a lot of what I want from L. Hmmm~ All the best L.
Today is quite a beautiful day. I hope tomorrow would be good also.
Oh yea, today I drove one new car which I have longed to drive, Nissan Cefiro M360J for the first time in my life. Well, apparently it wouldn't be a car I fancy, because it is too big and so-not easy to control.
L hasn't been contacting me in the last 24 hours, and I am fed up of that.. Am I being forgotten? Or I am being abandoned? *sigh* I guess this is the kind of result people get when being in an anonymous relationship. Anyway I am happy that L ever exists in my life. I got a lot of what I want from L. Hmmm~ All the best L.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
29 JUN, SUN, 4:17PM
I would say that I am the kinda person who thinks a lot, because I have too much time to be alone, and people tend to think when they are isolated.
About this about-t0-come destiny, I am pondering for some points. All of a sudden, I noticed there are so many lies lurking at the back. Please don't tell me what I suspect are bingos.. Please don't let things happen that way. I am anticipate for this feeling for my wholelife...
Uggggghhhhh!!!! Sucks! I had a lost match!
*sigh* (back to my blog)
Today I am not getting any news from L, I am so frustrated by the fact. Why? I don't really want to know the answer. Well yeah.. Maybe I am always being too much in doing everything. Maybe thats the reason I fail things.
A Saturday and a Sunday of working in the office, I guess this is what I got this week, a complete boredom! And lets wish that I can get the "at least 3 days leave".
About this about-t0-come destiny, I am pondering for some points. All of a sudden, I noticed there are so many lies lurking at the back. Please don't tell me what I suspect are bingos.. Please don't let things happen that way. I am anticipate for this feeling for my wholelife...
Uggggghhhhh!!!! Sucks! I had a lost match!
*sigh* (back to my blog)
Today I am not getting any news from L, I am so frustrated by the fact. Why? I don't really want to know the answer. Well yeah.. Maybe I am always being too much in doing everything. Maybe thats the reason I fail things.
A Saturday and a Sunday of working in the office, I guess this is what I got this week, a complete boredom! And lets wish that I can get the "at least 3 days leave".
Saturday, June 28, 2008
28 JUN, SAT, 6:10PM
试着一个人在异乡的宿舍里呆整个周末，也许很多人会想是个怎样的感觉吧。本人其实真的是属于缺乏感情派的吧 ……没感觉。讲归讲，倒是有一种惋惜的感觉，因为本来现在应该是和B在一起吧……
“算了吧，你自己也不是很庆幸么？”
心里是这么跟自己讲， 但是真心话吗？我已经分不清楚了，在很久之前本人就已经忘了如何做回自己。
莅临的初段感情，本人其实没什么把握，因为毕竟还挂念着往日的B，而出现的L，也何尝不是还挂念着其的他么？我俩之间的相识是一个缘分，就不知道这份缘，经不经得起外在因素的考验。但无可置疑的，L将在我的生命中，改变我的一切，冲击着我一路以来的信念，打翻这些陈年多余的感情，令我脱胎换骨，树立我的观念性格，更也许改变我的人生……！
很想唱这首歌，给身边的每个朋友听，也给B听……现在带来的一首……
《对的人》。
你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角
那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要
是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现--
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚了时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱
海阔天高
喔---耶----
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现--
“算了吧，你自己也不是很庆幸么？”
心里是这么跟自己讲， 但是真心话吗？我已经分不清楚了，在很久之前本人就已经忘了如何做回自己。
莅临的初段感情，本人其实没什么把握，因为毕竟还挂念着往日的B，而出现的L，也何尝不是还挂念着其的他么？我俩之间的相识是一个缘分，就不知道这份缘，经不经得起外在因素的考验。但无可置疑的，L将在我的生命中，改变我的一切，冲击着我一路以来的信念，打翻这些陈年多余的感情，令我脱胎换骨，树立我的观念性格，更也许改变我的人生……！
很想唱这首歌，给身边的每个朋友听，也给B听……现在带来的一首……
《对的人》。
你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角
那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要
是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现--
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚了时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱
海阔天高
喔---耶----
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现--
Thursday, June 26, 2008
26 JUN, THU, 7:25PM
Lately I am a bit down again. I think I am a person with several personalities. I am easily being annoyed, influenced and thrilled. But what's the point for me to stay like this?
Today, a very special event happened, and I NEVER expect it to happen.. B contacted me. I.. don't know what is this feeling, it's a mixture of happiness, disgust and irritation. I don't know. Maybe this is the reason why I am feeling so aweful now. Do I have to.. have to.. break this relationship once and for all? Or mend it up? The latter especially, is harder than I thought.
The major reason for the problem I am facing right now is because, I dunno what is the cause of the crisis in our relationship. I have no idea and I think B has no idea as well. It just.. fades away like that. Once, this is the relationship I would sacrifice everything for but now, I don't know whether I still have that enthusiasm to mend this broken relationship.. Maybe this is due to the appearance of L.
I feel like I don't want to get close to B anymore, because I know my heart is not strong enough to endure the impacts, one after another, that would come into my life in times. What I really need is very simple, serenity, tenderness, and reliability. I am once again being hurt.
Today, a very special event happened, and I NEVER expect it to happen.. B contacted me. I.. don't know what is this feeling, it's a mixture of happiness, disgust and irritation. I don't know. Maybe this is the reason why I am feeling so aweful now. Do I have to.. have to.. break this relationship once and for all? Or mend it up? The latter especially, is harder than I thought.
The major reason for the problem I am facing right now is because, I dunno what is the cause of the crisis in our relationship. I have no idea and I think B has no idea as well. It just.. fades away like that. Once, this is the relationship I would sacrifice everything for but now, I don't know whether I still have that enthusiasm to mend this broken relationship.. Maybe this is due to the appearance of L.
I feel like I don't want to get close to B anymore, because I know my heart is not strong enough to endure the impacts, one after another, that would come into my life in times. What I really need is very simple, serenity, tenderness, and reliability. I am once again being hurt.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
24 JUN, TUE, 4:23PM
《最好的朋友》
你笑的时候还是很可爱
好像从来不曾给人伤害
多久没聚会了
你双眼咪起来 问我好不好
同一家餐厅却变了口味
再怎么熟悉也不是滋味
曾几何时 我成了局外人
而无言以对
我已经不是你最好的朋友
是什么让我们生疏了太久
我生日才过 你也忘了吧
时间带走的比想象中还多
我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动 我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人 却只能经过
想跟你说我过得还不坏
伤感的个性也都没有改
年少相知的人 即使过一辈子
也无法忘怀
晓得吗 我其实非常感慨
总算还是能撑到了现在
此刻才明白 所有的无奈
都只是无奈
我已经不是你最好的朋友
是什么让我们生疏了太久
我生日才过 你也忘了吧
时间带走的比想象中还多
我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动 我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人 却只能经过
恍如隔世这个故事
回忆的结只剩下几个字
你说爱 终究是一个人的事
我已经不是你最好的朋友
是什么让我们生疏了太久
我生日才过 你也忘了吧
时间带走的比想象中还多
我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动 我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人 却只能经过
有些事情，久了，不代表就忘记了，我还记得那时侯，我还是你最好的朋友，而现在我已经不是你最好的朋友。
总想问你，是什么让我们生疏了，为何最 好的人 都只是经过……？
下次聚会，我将以什么姿态面对你，而你又会用怎么样的微笑敷衍我？一些朋友都看的出我们的故事了，他们追问，我却无言以对……
默默地追踪你的消息，从别人口中、从网站、从各个资源。但我相信，很快就会结束这一切无聊的行为，因为……我再也不是你最好的朋友了……
Monday, June 23, 2008
23 JUN, MON, 6:08PM
*sigh*
Finally I got sick here in the foreign land. Nobody to care for me this time. What should I do..? My C is too far to reach shit!
I am feeling so tired and sleepy. I hope I still can come to work tomorrow.
Finally I got sick here in the foreign land. Nobody to care for me this time. What should I do..? My C is too far to reach shit!
I am feeling so tired and sleepy. I hope I still can come to work tomorrow.
Friday, June 20, 2008
20 JUN, FRI, 2:50PM
Today is the last day this week.
Ah just coming back from outside, and read a thread. I find this so... true.
Rationally（理性）认为你好的----等于不这么认为。
Emotionally（感性）认为你好的----才是真正认为你好。
This is so true. If people are telling you that you are a good person rationally, meaning you are not. If people are telling you the same thing emotionally, they mean it. I think this explains people only speak the truth when they are having strong emotions. Well, how do you see that?
Ah just coming back from outside, and read a thread. I find this so... true.
Rationally（理性）认为你好的----等于不这么认为。
Emotionally（感性）认为你好的----才是真正认为你好。
This is so true. If people are telling you that you are a good person rationally, meaning you are not. If people are telling you the same thing emotionally, they mean it. I think this explains people only speak the truth when they are having strong emotions. Well, how do you see that?
Thursday, June 19, 2008
19 JUN, THU, 7:01PM
Listening to this song makes me feel so aweful. These days I have read a lot from the internet, people's experience and their journeys of life. Apparently I found out that, I am never the only one bearing such destiny. No matter who you are where on earth your standing, the same thing just keeps on happening, again and again. Now its me but later it might be him, her then you. Do you believe?
Premonition..《预感》。Let's listen to what this song says...
爱你变习惯不再稀罕
我们该冷静谈一谈
你说你喜欢一点点浪漫
却把跟随我的脚步放慢
没有你分享分担
我的快乐悲伤
心情天天天天纷乱
我一再试探
你一再隐瞒
是谁改变爱情原来的模样
有一种预感爱就要离岸
所有回忆却慢慢碎成片段
不能尽欢爱总是苦短
我只想要你最后的答案
有一种预感想挽回太难
对你还有无可救药的期盼
我坐立难安望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方
Premonition..《预感》。Let's listen to what this song says...
爱你变习惯不再稀罕
我们该冷静谈一谈
你说你喜欢一点点浪漫
却把跟随我的脚步放慢
没有你分享分担
我的快乐悲伤
心情天天天天纷乱
我一再试探
你一再隐瞒
是谁改变爱情原来的模样
有一种预感爱就要离岸
所有回忆却慢慢碎成片段
不能尽欢爱总是苦短
我只想要你最后的答案
有一种预感想挽回太难
对你还有无可救药的期盼
我坐立难安望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方
Monday, June 16, 2008
16 JUN, MON, 7:40PM
很久没有在公司留到这么迟了，因为，之前的同事已辞职了，而现在则来了一位新同事兼老友。
接近8点，外面的天空早已有淀转黑，复杂的思绪由心底再度地涌上来……是思念吗？仰或是不服？我……再也捉不清自己，只等着那个人来为我引路。
回想起去年的今天，原来那时的我还在大学原里赶我的论文，如今我已十个上班族咯，不折不扣的白领。我……真的不想就此一生，我要逃出去！
工作上遇到的快乐和烦恼，都是我每天回味的经历，哪怕那一天，这将是个再也不能享受的生活了。我现在才惊觉，原来人家说的“充实活着每一天，就当作今天是你的最后一天”是怎么一回事了。
生活真的是如此么？……
很纳闷的情绪，很想停止活下去的勇气
很忧伤的次序，阻碍着烦恼在脑里消逝
恨不得封住历史，把你牢牢记载入宣纸
因为未来将是，一场无法避免的战役
也不知道自己在写着什么……也许……什么呢？
Waiting to choose, and waiting to be chosen. Whichever it is, its up to destiny to decide, and up to fate to unite.
接近8点，外面的天空早已有淀转黑，复杂的思绪由心底再度地涌上来……是思念吗？仰或是不服？我……再也捉不清自己，只等着那个人来为我引路。
回想起去年的今天，原来那时的我还在大学原里赶我的论文，如今我已十个上班族咯，不折不扣的白领。我……真的不想就此一生，我要逃出去！
工作上遇到的快乐和烦恼，都是我每天回味的经历，哪怕那一天，这将是个再也不能享受的生活了。我现在才惊觉，原来人家说的“充实活着每一天，就当作今天是你的最后一天”是怎么一回事了。
生活真的是如此么？……
很纳闷的情绪，很想停止活下去的勇气
很忧伤的次序，阻碍着烦恼在脑里消逝
恨不得封住历史，把你牢牢记载入宣纸
因为未来将是，一场无法避免的战役
也不知道自己在写着什么……也许……什么呢？
Waiting to choose, and waiting to be chosen. Whichever it is, its up to destiny to decide, and up to fate to unite.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Friday, June 13, 2008
13 JUN, FRI, 10:03PM
Its such a tiring day. I haven't experienced such hectic day for quite some time.. Sigh.
Working has been going on smoothly and my biggest dreaded person has gone off my life, it was such a relief. AND---- I am happy that I wasn't able to speak to her wakaka. Its a good happening in life :)
My L where are you.. I am tired lar.. If only you were around.
I off to bath first, see you later^.^
Working has been going on smoothly and my biggest dreaded person has gone off my life, it was such a relief. AND---- I am happy that I wasn't able to speak to her wakaka. Its a good happening in life :)
My L where are you.. I am tired lar.. If only you were around.
I off to bath first, see you later^.^
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
10 JUN, TUE, 5:55PM
Hello I am back! Keke..
Hmm.. What is the feeling for today.. Today I am......... hungry for the whole day!! What happen actually dear god~
And today I made another friend with people. I wonder what the reply would be hehe.. Eagerly waiting.. waiting.. waiting...
What to eat later... still thinking thinking and considering noodle, rice or porridge!
Jaa na!
Hmm.. What is the feeling for today.. Today I am......... hungry for the whole day!! What happen actually dear god~
And today I made another friend with people. I wonder what the reply would be hehe.. Eagerly waiting.. waiting.. waiting...
What to eat later... still thinking thinking and considering noodle, rice or porridge!
Jaa na!
Sunday, June 8, 2008
8 JUN, SUN, 6:18PM
Today I am not even getting one message from L. What is L doing huh?
Talking about mood, it isn't that good, because I was greatly affected by someone. I don't have any idea what happened between us, but I know from the look of it, its almost the end, if remedy is not taken. I tried to be as polite as possible, didn't I? I am tired la if you keep wanting me to pull down my honor and rub your shoes. If this is what you want, sorry I couldn't do it for you.
Haiz very boring and sienz day, especially when.. Nah forget about it.
Talking about mood, it isn't that good, because I was greatly affected by someone. I don't have any idea what happened between us, but I know from the look of it, its almost the end, if remedy is not taken. I tried to be as polite as possible, didn't I? I am tired la if you keep wanting me to pull down my honor and rub your shoes. If this is what you want, sorry I couldn't do it for you.
Haiz very boring and sienz day, especially when.. Nah forget about it.
8 JUN, SUN, 12:35AM
There is still a bit of heartache, but I think it will be over very soon. Waiting for it lo:)
Had the 1st episode of Waltz Spring, its really a nice drama. I love the setting of the story and I love the plot.
Had the 1st episode of Waltz Spring, its really a nice drama. I love the setting of the story and I love the plot.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
7 JUN, SAT, 12:05AM
This is the 10th day.. Actually its really nothing. I thought that I would be more into it but well.. Its also so so. Haha.. Is there anybody who knows what I am talking?
Tomorrow gotta fetch some Aussie friends to the airport. Gotta wake up early then that's all tata--
Tomorrow gotta fetch some Aussie friends to the airport. Gotta wake up early then that's all tata--
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
4TH JUN, WED, 5:55PM
Life is going on as normal but things have changed. Hahaha.. Ironically.
These days I was having fun, and for the first time in my life, I see changes. I hope it isn't just an illusion^^
The power of will power, I must admit, and you must admit too!
These days I was having fun, and for the first time in my life, I see changes. I hope it isn't just an illusion^^
The power of will power, I must admit, and you must admit too!
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