10 JUL, THU, 8:45PM

Actually I enjoy my life here in foreign land, though yes, I really am living by my alone-- Complete loneliness. And how many of you can really stand this kind of quietness?

Today I am getting a call from L again, which I was very happy. At least L does not forget about me! Hehe. And yesterday morning, I received a miss call on my mobile. I am curious that who would have called me? Hmm... Pondering. I never like riddle or mystery.

Shifting into new office system, I am a bit awkward. I know they have their reasons, but you see you cannot ignore my feeling. Some people are just stupid enough. *Sigh* Nothing to say. I will bet he never see the real world outside that's why he talks so arrogantly. But nevertheless, I should really keep up with the way people work. I have a bad feeling that, in time, I would be completely being wiped off from this place, either for the company's sake, or for my boss' sake. *Chuckle chuckle* I don't really feel sad lar.

While on my family part, I just recall I should grab some chances to go back and work in Miri. Mom misses me I know and so does daddy, well though, and frankly, I forget about them. Hey, but you just couldn't blame me on that. I am living by my own in my own world. For god's sake I am a special person-- I am the unique type *wakaka*

Today I talk too lot of rubbish. I don't even know the main point of my blog writing today. Maybe I just want to type and type and type, so that at least I am keeping a record of mu life for today.

I miss many of my friends, and amongst, him the most. I bet he wouldn't talk to me ever again. I know him so well. *sigh* A broken friendship, and this is the first time I encounter it in my life. B, you will be out of my life very soon:)

Till then, I wish everyone to have a happy day and live your life to the fullest. I know not why I am born, but I believe there must be a reason for it; I know not whether the path I am on is right, but I think in this matter, there is no right or wrong!

Thanks all and good night.