After the first, here comes the second.
The first time in my life, I feel changes. But I anticipate for what is coming, and I guess I can encounter it. Afterall its my life:)
These days have been quite meaningful for me, I have met one friend, Z. Z is one very special friend in my life, because I firmly believe, Z would greatly step into my life too haha. Your reading my blog eh!! So unfair!
And today a friend from Australia chat with me. She told me that she nearly killed someone by giving the man double dose of morphine. And eventually, nothing happens, everything was safe, but she resigned. I know not how serious the incident was to me, but to her, she was like so upset and scared. *sigh*
Yesterday, after talking to Z, I realised a lot of things, mostly about me and B. I really have no idea how to deal with this relationship. Flipping through our chat history, I am very sad. I think I did wrong mostly. But why those time I was so foolish to have said those words, used those tones and even raised the voice (yes, via chatting, and you definitely think that how to raise voice just by chatting with words ha).
Even at the present situation I am still searching for a meaning in my life. What would that be huh? Tell me..
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Who are you:) hehehe
Haha.. How dare you call me "flower heart"!! I am not "hana yori dango"! I was just fooling you la.
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