Monday, July 21, 2008

21 JUL, MON, 7:51PM

Another week in foreign land. I guess I have started to accept the fact that, I might be leading such life for quite some time. Actually I don't mind to be here all by myself.. as long as I am getting a 'lil bit of care from.. Well somebody.

Have been busy for a whole day, but nothing I got in return. Later I might need to visit the nearby supermarket to buy some grocery for the household. I wonder which supermarket to go.

I am going to turn 25 in 22 days, and I am still "zero" in a lot of thing.

Money saving- zero
Love- zero
Travel- zero
Success- zero

All "zeros"... Which give you a lot of pressure. Mom is starting to urge me to nail gf, and of course, I am so reluctant to follow what she says. Why should I follow your order beloved mom.

I have nothing to leave for today. I feel that everyday after working hours, I would be very negative, very pessimistic. For people I am an optimist while deep inside me, only I know myself.

Who is going to offer the help to understand me? I don't understand what I want in life.

3 comments:

JORNNE said...

Wow.. you talked like this I dunno whether I am happy or feeling a bit awkward-- well you exaggerated me..

When I am alone, I tend to be pessimistic. When I am with some trusted friends, I am pessimistic too. When I am with other ordinary friends, then only I am putting on my mask. And yes, all along, I know I am very blessed and fortunate, than many others but, people are never content. Not to mention, me.

I thank you for stating so many of my goodness in me, and I am flattered (though some I don't think you said them correctly) ha..

Life.. is a tiring process. For me lar, before I really feel the meaning of my survival in the world, I will never be content. And you should know what I meant. Its ironic to say, but that is what we all are looking for in life:)

Thanks again for the kind words, good encouragements and sincere motive.

JORNNE said...

Talking about the incorrectness? Hmmm... I think you talked to many of my goodness.. and as I am the humble type, its a bit hard for me to accept all:) No weaknesses in your counseling, it just fits normal people because your way of advising people gives people a lot of hope.

Hmm one point of improve though, before you praise about people, try to talk about their weaknesses first, then proceed with goodness. I think the impact would be better.

Cheers.

JORNNE said...

Thanks my friend.

But seems like you are doubt about me saying myself as humble huh lol XD Maybe I am not humble anymore, especially when I started to enroll in sales because I have to be trained up to be a day-cheater haha.