Saturday, July 26, 2008

26 JUL, SAT, 9:46AM

Last night wasn't able to write anything as my sister was using my laptop and didn't wanna go away.. Once in a while still ok. I was also tired yesterday truly, after driving for 2 and a half hours back.

Lately I am a bit frustrated. The reasons are the happenings in the office, which I was very not happy about. Somehow I notice pushing responsibility is everybody's nature, including me. But well of course, if you are able to push it my way, please do so.

Been working here for half a year, exactly half a year! Closed one sales and then the next is coming, did anyone ever appreciate that? Sucks. Well I don't need your appreciation, but at least for certain deal, please don't snatch the credit away from me, which I will feel very disappointed.

These days have been unhappy. But well, things happened for good, eventually the seminar my stupid colleague was trying to organise was lastly not a success (As if I want this seminar.. NO WAY! I hate this kinda thing as it will bring you troubles only!) Whilst, what have I achieved in real life, in my world of feeling hmm..

Failure failure.

Too negative me my friend. Sorry, if you don't feel like reading it there is no problem. This is one only way that I release my pressure, by being rude and frank and naked.

Jaa, mata!

2 comments:

JORNNE said...

Actually the way I was raised up impacts alot on my personalities. Not just me actually, even my siblings. And in fact I know it is not nice.

For the point saying that I am not humble is a bit contradicting, yes and no haha.. in front of trusted person, I am not, i.e. B.

And another thing is, my "sorry" doesn't really have to mean anything one la as there will be other people reading so I just don't want to affect their feelings.. I am not writing a good blog, maybe because of YOU!!!! Haha joking^^ I hope I can have more feeling to write good deeds.

JORNNE said...

Of course, if I know who is reading my blog, I will definitely feel a bit uncomfortable and unnatural. But I guess time will make the feeling gone.

How you appear in front of me ah? You are very confident lo, thats for sure. Talking quite steadily and very proud ha! Its good its good!

Lets have outings again, lets go drink!