Tuesday, November 4, 2008

4 NOV, TUE, 7:43PM

今天我很火爆

什么时候开始,自己竟已经充满了埋怨
有一点懊恼
有一点不悦

我觉得很无奈
也觉得很纳闷

无奈于我还必须在此公司上班
剪不断理还乱
纳闷于我不知道自己做着什么
感觉失去方向

天天往公司住处跑
也不知道得来的是什么

今天跟你聊了天
也发现原来我已经失去了自己
我失去了兴趣
我的生命每天都是工作

我,到底还想什么?

我不想离开公司
但又想离开公司

不想是因为我对公司有眷恋
对同事有不舍
而想是因为我对老板极失望
从来不顾及我的感受

我好矛盾呢……怎办好?
好想有个人在身旁让我睡进怀里

哈……妄想

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

ha, just to comment the last part

1st u actually only wanted 1 person to sleep by u not simply anyone or any of ur frens but tat person alone...

2nd when that person (or any other) happen to be sleeping with you, 2 things might happen:

1- u duno wat to do... might not want to sleep with tat person or dare not

2- u sleep with tat person and did nothing or feel nothing much due to u not going to do anything...

just guesses~
well, tell me ur own answer then ;)

JORNNE said...

I really don't wanna answer this but I guess your comments should be BINGOs

You are truly quite understandable.

Well, they are just dreams, dreams..