我刚刚被二姐气走
晚餐没吃就出家了
可是我买了包香烟
抽了4根
现在舒服很多了
我发觉有些人
很无聊
为了不吃亏，把罪都推人家身上
我沉住了气
没有破口大骂
其实身体里adrenaline hormon已经蠢蠢欲动
害得我，手脚冰冷
可是还得好声好气跟她道歉
我觉得我作对了
我今年不希望再发大脾气
即使我没有错，我也没关系
因为家和就是我唯一的希望
受了很多委屈，本来想哭，可是想想，为何要哭
所以我不哭
我在机场，跟同事接过了文件
在机场呆了一个30分钟
到总道师的家兜了兜
然后就回家
出门时很气愤，本来想开快车，可是想想，发生了事情令家人担忧更不好
结果我只开了60-80
我觉得如果我释怀了，我就有成长了
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
15 JAN, FRI, 01:15 (Written that time)
忘记了第一次遇见你已是什么时候，可是你秀气的脸庞确实令我当时神魂颠倒……是的，我是那么的欣赏你，而当时你注视着我的眼神，完全掠夺了我的神经！
“你是在看我吗？”
这个星期再次遇到你，加上你的眼神，再一次令我心中小鹿乱撞……那是2010年1月11日吧？……
昨天特意过去瞧瞧你是否有在，很庆幸看到你了，你的眼神还是那么的孩子:)
今天再去看你，你看着我的时候，我也知道。
可否问，你是邳吗？
兴奋，可是也怕失望……
“你是在看我吗？”
这个星期再次遇到你，加上你的眼神，再一次令我心中小鹿乱撞……那是2010年1月11日吧？……
昨天特意过去瞧瞧你是否有在，很庆幸看到你了，你的眼神还是那么的孩子:)
今天再去看你，你看着我的时候，我也知道。
可否问，你是邳吗？
兴奋，可是也怕失望……
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Argument/Quarrel With Sisters
When you want to ask for my expertise and you doubt about my expertise, isn’t it a contradicting thought? Then why did you still come to me for advice?
I always want to make everyone happy, getting you a new computer, and setting this and that. All are not charged, but do you think all those are how they supposed to be? 里所当然？
When your computer is still in a good status, are you grateful for it?
How I have spent time and money for all these, what I want is just appreciation. But what it turns out to be is still doubt? And just now you suspect about my knowledge. I know myself I am not good enough, but if you also think the same, which you think I won’t be able to give you “professional-enough” advice, why, again, still come to me?
Ask yourself questions, did I solve your problems?
Did I fail myself in providing you with what you need?
And how much have you spent under my advice?
I am feeling quite sad about the way you speak to me, the questions are not enquiries, but more to questioning an accused.
Accusation gives people the most sucks feeling, I hope you understand that.
Plus, speaking about 泄气话 like you won’t use my thing ANYMORE or won’t get my help anymore doesn’t help to improve the situation. You only hurt people even more that way. Do remember those statements are only to be kept in the heart. If today I am not your brother but a friend, let me tell you, definitely is the end of friendship.
I always want to make everyone happy, getting you a new computer, and setting this and that. All are not charged, but do you think all those are how they supposed to be? 里所当然？
When your computer is still in a good status, are you grateful for it?
How I have spent time and money for all these, what I want is just appreciation. But what it turns out to be is still doubt? And just now you suspect about my knowledge. I know myself I am not good enough, but if you also think the same, which you think I won’t be able to give you “professional-enough” advice, why, again, still come to me?
Ask yourself questions, did I solve your problems?
Did I fail myself in providing you with what you need?
And how much have you spent under my advice?
I am feeling quite sad about the way you speak to me, the questions are not enquiries, but more to questioning an accused.
Accusation gives people the most sucks feeling, I hope you understand that.
Plus, speaking about 泄气话 like you won’t use my thing ANYMORE or won’t get my help anymore doesn’t help to improve the situation. You only hurt people even more that way. Do remember those statements are only to be kept in the heart. If today I am not your brother but a friend, let me tell you, definitely is the end of friendship.
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