This is is about to end -- 2011
Many things have happened this year, and one of the most wonderful things that has happened to me is to have met you.
We known each other in March 2011 this year. Thanks D, you have been a bless in my life.
Apart from that, I have also achieved greater height in my career. I am now on the track in my job, and it is really a bless.
Then, my twin sisters have gone abroad to pursue their masters degree. Which is a bless too.
We have moved into new house, bought a new car.
I have gone traveling to Taiwan, Singapore and Phuket. Not to mention KL, Brunei, Kuching, Sibu, Bintulu, Limbang, Lawas and KK.
I have performed in a concert in KK.
I have also forgotten about the previous persons in life.
In short, a lot of things have happened, good and bad.
My resolution in the new year is: I wish everything to be even better in year 2012. I also wish to have more progress in my career. I wish my business would go on smoothly. And I wish I will be together with you, by any chance..
:) Bless you my family and you. You are the persons I love the most in life this period of time.
Happy 2011 to go and 2012 to come.
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Friday, December 16, 2011
FRI, 16 DEC '11, 10:49PM
How would I know this is the feeling of love
Love is something that is very terrifying. It gives you utmost joy, as well and sorrow
You get jealous for very small things, but you also get unimaginatively happy for very little things
I have seen a lot of love stories, and have also heard a lot of people suffering in it. Yet, I never knew why people are so vulnerable with love
Until today, I know.
Hey dear. Though we couldn't be together, though I might not be your preferred candidate BUT, I am happy that I have met you. I wish you all the happiness and successes in your future.
I will support you through thick and thin, and this is my commitments to you, as well as my promises.
You have left me for more than half a month now, and I am still missing you like nuts.
Thinking about this, I am really a nut. Can't help but keep on recalling the things that you have shared, the stories that you have gone through, and time that we have spent together, and the parting that we have experienced.
You might not feel as much as me but it is all okay. Because this is my love for you.
Good night dear.
Love is something that is very terrifying. It gives you utmost joy, as well and sorrow
You get jealous for very small things, but you also get unimaginatively happy for very little things
I have seen a lot of love stories, and have also heard a lot of people suffering in it. Yet, I never knew why people are so vulnerable with love
Until today, I know.
Hey dear. Though we couldn't be together, though I might not be your preferred candidate BUT, I am happy that I have met you. I wish you all the happiness and successes in your future.
I will support you through thick and thin, and this is my commitments to you, as well as my promises.
You have left me for more than half a month now, and I am still missing you like nuts.
Thinking about this, I am really a nut. Can't help but keep on recalling the things that you have shared, the stories that you have gone through, and time that we have spent together, and the parting that we have experienced.
You might not feel as much as me but it is all okay. Because this is my love for you.
Good night dear.
Monday, December 12, 2011
MON, 12 DEC '11, 8:09PM
Everytime you mentioned about him, my heart would have piercing pains..
If he is that lousy, how would you still love him
Saying missing him in front of me, do you know how much pressure you are putting on me?
If he is that lousy, how would you still love him
Saying missing him in front of me, do you know how much pressure you are putting on me?
MON, 12 DEC '11, 10:05AM
My heart sinks hard.. I am hurt by love, my first love.. Hope I have enough courage to walk down the road.
I really do love you, so much... But everytime I am dealing with you, I feel uncertain. I do not dare to trust.. Because I am so afraid to be hurt once more..
Dear, I think it is really a good bye. I have almost accepted it. Bless you. Love you.
I really do love you, so much... But everytime I am dealing with you, I feel uncertain. I do not dare to trust.. Because I am so afraid to be hurt once more..
Dear, I think it is really a good bye. I have almost accepted it. Bless you. Love you.
Sunday, December 4, 2011
SUN, 4 DEC '11, 11:59PM
You have left me for the 2nd day.. and duration of about 28 hours. I am still missing you, and couldn't get you out of my mind even for a couple of minutes. I am so sensitive to my message ringtone, and it would strike my nerve everytime my phone rings... All because I thought it will be you.
I really enjoyed the night before you left. I was very grateful that, you gave the night to me. I was really honoured because I know I have some weight in your heart. I feel pleasured to be able to be your privileged someone.. You might not love me, but all that matters is, at this period of time, you are the one I love the most.
Time will pass, and my feeling towards you will fade (But I hope it will not, towards you). I want to record it all down.. about the night when we were at Esplanade.. we took cigarettes, wine, went to Bistro for dinner, went to pub for your first beer, bought a set of clothes to you. I am doing the best I can, to enlighten your life. Because it is painful for me to know that, you are living differently from me, though not too bad. But my wish is to give people what I am having, in my affordability.
I want to convey that, my feeling towards you is not just temporary. I was angry at you because you didn't see me and didn't feel my feeling. I did not trust you, which is because I am afraid that, you approach me for some other reasons, perhaps for benefits.
But that doesn't matter, like what I told me to myself, what matters most is the feeling I am having right here and right now.
It is so good, to be able to love, eventhough you are no longer around.. Wish fate could bring us together once again. Sincerely wishing about that!
I really enjoyed the night before you left. I was very grateful that, you gave the night to me. I was really honoured because I know I have some weight in your heart. I feel pleasured to be able to be your privileged someone.. You might not love me, but all that matters is, at this period of time, you are the one I love the most.
Time will pass, and my feeling towards you will fade (But I hope it will not, towards you). I want to record it all down.. about the night when we were at Esplanade.. we took cigarettes, wine, went to Bistro for dinner, went to pub for your first beer, bought a set of clothes to you. I am doing the best I can, to enlighten your life. Because it is painful for me to know that, you are living differently from me, though not too bad. But my wish is to give people what I am having, in my affordability.
I want to convey that, my feeling towards you is not just temporary. I was angry at you because you didn't see me and didn't feel my feeling. I did not trust you, which is because I am afraid that, you approach me for some other reasons, perhaps for benefits.
But that doesn't matter, like what I told me to myself, what matters most is the feeling I am having right here and right now.
It is so good, to be able to love, eventhough you are no longer around.. Wish fate could bring us together once again. Sincerely wishing about that!
Monday, November 28, 2011
MON, 28 NOV '11, 9:03PM
It is getting nearer to the day you are leaving
I hope to release you as soon as possible, because I know it is a double-edged blade
I truly love you, and I wish you to be happy in your future undertakings.
No matter which choice you are going to choose, I will support you. I wish we can always be as closed as right now.
I love you..
I hope to release you as soon as possible, because I know it is a double-edged blade
I truly love you, and I wish you to be happy in your future undertakings.
No matter which choice you are going to choose, I will support you. I wish we can always be as closed as right now.
I love you..
Sunday, November 27, 2011
SUN, 27 NOV '11, 11:46PM
I have fallen into somebody, whom I shouldn't
It hurts when you talk about him
It hurts when you tell lie
It also hurts when you didn't look at me when I drive away from your sight
I have no idea how would I have fallen into you
And this is love, and love is terrifying.
At least, at this moment, I choose not to confess
I can never do us good if I confess to you
I just hope that, one day you will realise how much I have loved you
And that one day, you might confess to me in real, in return
I just want it to pass, soonest possible..
It hurts when you talk about him
It hurts when you tell lie
It also hurts when you didn't look at me when I drive away from your sight
I have no idea how would I have fallen into you
And this is love, and love is terrifying.
At least, at this moment, I choose not to confess
I can never do us good if I confess to you
I just hope that, one day you will realise how much I have loved you
And that one day, you might confess to me in real, in return
I just want it to pass, soonest possible..
SUN, 27 NOV '11, 11:42PM
I was once very afraid to love because I have terrible experiences
Luckily you were by my side, giving me console
Looking at your upset face, which once again you’re hurt by Love
The heart-breaking feeling is so strong in me
Who have you ever shed your tears to?
It doesn’t matter even if I am hurt terribly
I am willing to be by your side, without you noticing about me
If love cannot be believed anymore
Then I would rather not to say it out
In fact, I am so afraid of losing you
Why do I start to have feeling towards you
I am so afraid that the clicks between us would disappear instanly
I couldn’t make up my mind
I am still unprepared to step cross the border of love
Why do I start to have feeling towards you
Sinking in the danger zone of friendship and lover
It is hard to decide whether to progress of move back, as I am besieged by love
Whoever violate the rule, will be the loser
Can anyone please help out to make everything perfect
Why do I start to have feeling towards you
Sinking in the danger zone of friendship and lover
The moment we hug each other
We do not regret for this uncertain love
I would just like to put my confession of love in my heart, complimented by the beauty of the stars
Monday, November 14, 2011
MON, 14 NOV 2011, 9:51PM
已经过了21天，家中的小黑已经离开世间21天了
好爱他，可是他一定去了更好的地方
小黑很调皮，可是很爱主人
很喜欢被疼爱抚摸
很喜欢撒娇
他的耳朵都是往后拌的
他也很善良
喜欢人，是只不太会吠的狗狗
他生病的时候，就察觉不对劲了
我想，可能他过不了这一关了
他享年4个月20天
他活着的日子，他过得很幸福
有我们的疼爱
有欢笑、有懊恼、有生气
可是都好有趣，因为有他，所以我也觉得生命中多了一份意思
我会好好挂念你。
惦记你，愿你与上帝同在，希望你不再过狗狗的日子。
你一定要相信，你会过得更好。
我们都很爱你，一直到永远。爱是永远不灭的，所以你要紧记，你不孤单。
你永远活在我们的心中。
有天，我们也会到你去的世界，到时候，希望我们可以以同等的姿态相见
相抱，再一次相处。
爱你，永远。
好爱他，可是他一定去了更好的地方
小黑很调皮，可是很爱主人
很喜欢被疼爱抚摸
很喜欢撒娇
他的耳朵都是往后拌的
他也很善良
喜欢人，是只不太会吠的狗狗
他生病的时候，就察觉不对劲了
我想，可能他过不了这一关了
他享年4个月20天
他活着的日子，他过得很幸福
有我们的疼爱
有欢笑、有懊恼、有生气
可是都好有趣，因为有他，所以我也觉得生命中多了一份意思
我会好好挂念你。
惦记你，愿你与上帝同在，希望你不再过狗狗的日子。
你一定要相信，你会过得更好。
我们都很爱你，一直到永远。爱是永远不灭的，所以你要紧记，你不孤单。
你永远活在我们的心中。
有天，我们也会到你去的世界，到时候，希望我们可以以同等的姿态相见
相抱，再一次相处。
爱你，永远。
Sunday, August 21, 2011
21 AUG '11, SUN, 10:19PM
很眼睡…… 怎么办？
还有很多东西还没有完成，心想这次真的是大件事了
我想工作，可是已经非常疲惫了
我响往的爱情故事，也不知道会在何年何月发生。
好多的烦恼……
还有很多东西还没有完成，心想这次真的是大件事了
我想工作，可是已经非常疲惫了
我响往的爱情故事，也不知道会在何年何月发生。
好多的烦恼……
Sunday, August 14, 2011
14 AUG '11, SUN, 1:43PM
Yesterday fellow colleagues from MBC and CCRM celebrated my, Ms Chong and Siaw Ping birthdays!
It was fun and enjoyable moments, for them XD
I noticed myself couldn't be a party animal before I am really drunk up *sigh* I wish I could be like normal people lol, personality-wise and s-wise.
I would like to extend my gratitude to these people esp for the night:-
KY Tiong - thanks for arranging such a good party
Jeremy, John - for being a real friends to me:)
It is all good except that I couldn't sing that well >.<" hahahahhahaha...
Happy birthday to myself. My wish is to have a great time in the company, my family health, and my wealth. Opps, I forgot to wish for a good partner! (Nah, I am giving up lolx)!
It was fun and enjoyable moments, for them XD
I noticed myself couldn't be a party animal before I am really drunk up *sigh* I wish I could be like normal people lol, personality-wise and s-wise.
I would like to extend my gratitude to these people esp for the night:-
KY Tiong - thanks for arranging such a good party
Jeremy, John - for being a real friends to me:)
It is all good except that I couldn't sing that well >.<" hahahahhahaha...
Happy birthday to myself. My wish is to have a great time in the company, my family health, and my wealth. Opps, I forgot to wish for a good partner! (Nah, I am giving up lolx)!
Friday, August 12, 2011
THU, AUG 11, 12:13AM
很久没有上来这里了，也已经差不多有半年之久了！！
这些天啊，过着非比寻常的生活
有娱乐的、有工作的、有消遣的、有应酬的
有快乐的、有显的
生活多姿多彩，情绪也变幻无穷！
我啊，活得这么大还是第一次那么用心的工作
原来有工作是这么美好的事情，是真的！
工作上的忙碌也令自己忘了时间的钟
不知不觉，我在可口可乐已经1年了！！好不可思议！
我以为我一定承受不了的！
我每天都过着忙忙碌碌的生活，没有1个星期除外
可是很奇怪的，空闲之余却觉得工作是那么爽的。
这些日子我遇到的人哪？
Jack n' Jill
F&N 的 KS
Dickson
他们都是生命中的奇迹
至于爱情，我看算了吧！
我也想得很累很显了。
这些天啊，过着非比寻常的生活
有娱乐的、有工作的、有消遣的、有应酬的
有快乐的、有显的
生活多姿多彩，情绪也变幻无穷！
我啊，活得这么大还是第一次那么用心的工作
原来有工作是这么美好的事情，是真的！
工作上的忙碌也令自己忘了时间的钟
不知不觉，我在可口可乐已经1年了！！好不可思议！
我以为我一定承受不了的！
我每天都过着忙忙碌碌的生活，没有1个星期除外
可是很奇怪的，空闲之余却觉得工作是那么爽的。
这些日子我遇到的人哪？
Jack n' Jill
F&N 的 KS
Dickson
他们都是生命中的奇迹
至于爱情，我看算了吧！
我也想得很累很显了。
Sunday, March 27, 2011
27 MAR 2011, SUN, 11:24PM
今天我又喜欢上一个人了
我太容易喜欢上别人了
KL啊，你只是过客，我知道的。
上帝创造了我们
也为我们制造了“喜欢”的感觉
喜欢“谁”，我想并不重要
上帝想要带给我们的信息应该是
“爱，才可以让世界更美好！”
希望上帝可以为我开辟一条光明的前程。
我太容易喜欢上别人了
KL啊，你只是过客，我知道的。
上帝创造了我们
也为我们制造了“喜欢”的感觉
喜欢“谁”，我想并不重要
上帝想要带给我们的信息应该是
“爱，才可以让世界更美好！”
希望上帝可以为我开辟一条光明的前程。
Friday, March 18, 2011
18 MAR 2011, FRI, 4:37PM
一个小男孩对小女孩说：“我是你的BF。”小女孩仰起童真的脸，问：“什么是BF?"小男孩嘻嘻笑道：”就是 best friend 的意思。”
后来，他们恋爱了。小伙子对姑娘说：“我是你的BF.” 姑娘小鸟依人，害羞的问道：“什么是BF？”小伙子捧起姑娘的脸，深情道：“是 boy friend 的意思。”
很幸运，几年后，他们结婚了，有了可爱的孩子。丈夫微笑的对妻子说： “我是你的BF。‘妻子卸下围裙，温柔地问到：“什么是BF。” 丈夫看了看宝贝，满脸幸福的说到：“就是 baby's father 的意思。”
后来他们老了，老的走不动了，老两口躺在藤椅上悠闲地嗮着傍晚的太阳。老公公对老婆婆说：“老婆子，我是你的BF。”老婆婆笑起一堆皱纹，问道：“老头子，什么是BF？”老头子望望夕阳然后到天空，思绪连篇，苍老的声音却悠远坚定而神秘：“Be forever。”
后来，他们恋爱了。小伙子对姑娘说：“我是你的BF.” 姑娘小鸟依人，害羞的问道：“什么是BF？”小伙子捧起姑娘的脸，深情道：“是 boy friend 的意思。”
很幸运，几年后，他们结婚了，有了可爱的孩子。丈夫微笑的对妻子说： “我是你的BF。‘妻子卸下围裙，温柔地问到：“什么是BF。” 丈夫看了看宝贝，满脸幸福的说到：“就是 baby's father 的意思。”
后来他们老了，老的走不动了，老两口躺在藤椅上悠闲地嗮着傍晚的太阳。老公公对老婆婆说：“老婆子，我是你的BF。”老婆婆笑起一堆皱纹，问道：“老头子，什么是BF？”老头子望望夕阳然后到天空，思绪连篇，苍老的声音却悠远坚定而神秘：“Be forever。”
Saturday, March 12, 2011
12 MAR 2011, SAT, 10:35PM
明天过去开会
每次的开会，都是我最讨厌的
要准备的东西，还没有准备
刚才看了2012末日的解读
我看到了希望
其实我并不想活得太久
因为我没有未来
倒不如干脆点，和我所珍惜、我所爱的人一块儿
赴观音净土
呵呵
每次的开会，都是我最讨厌的
要准备的东西，还没有准备
刚才看了2012末日的解读
我看到了希望
其实我并不想活得太久
因为我没有未来
倒不如干脆点，和我所珍惜、我所爱的人一块儿
赴观音净土
呵呵
Monday, March 7, 2011
7 MAR 2011, MON, 11:45PM
明天两位老板就要莅临这里了
有点不知所措，但更重要的是
原来……我不很想见到他们
我对这份工作的热诚已经消减了超过大半
现在也只是过着“走一步看一步”的行尸走肉（在工作上）
在非常忙碌又没有意义之余
我也已经渐渐淡忘B了
B啊
你好吗？好久没有联络了
想你的感觉已经很遥远了
爱你的冲动已经变得很陌生了
我……其实不想放弃你
可是我不能一直等一个完全不确定的你
你给我的感觉就是“朋友而已”
所以……我也没策了
最近真的喜欢上好多好多的人
怎样的花都可以入我的眼
可能我已经很饥渴了
可是我不想沉沦 所以仍然保持自己
知道那一天我遇到真正的他
我想我就幸福了
呵^.^
有点不知所措，但更重要的是
原来……我不很想见到他们
我对这份工作的热诚已经消减了超过大半
现在也只是过着“走一步看一步”的行尸走肉（在工作上）
在非常忙碌又没有意义之余
我也已经渐渐淡忘B了
B啊
你好吗？好久没有联络了
想你的感觉已经很遥远了
爱你的冲动已经变得很陌生了
我……其实不想放弃你
可是我不能一直等一个完全不确定的你
你给我的感觉就是“朋友而已”
所以……我也没策了
最近真的喜欢上好多好多的人
怎样的花都可以入我的眼
可能我已经很饥渴了
可是我不想沉沦 所以仍然保持自己
知道那一天我遇到真正的他
我想我就幸福了
呵^.^
Saturday, January 8, 2011
8 JAN 2011, SAT, 12:24AM
我……很疲倦
我……很无奈
我……很累
我……很闷
我……很孤单
我……很特别
我……很奇怪
我……很睏
我……很忙
我……很不耐烦
我……没有办法
我……希望改变
我……希望更好
我……要睡觉了
我……很无奈
我……很累
我……很闷
我……很孤单
我……很特别
我……很奇怪
我……很睏
我……很忙
我……很不耐烦
我……没有办法
我……希望改变
我……希望更好
我……要睡觉了
Sunday, January 2, 2011
2 JAN 2011, SUN, 1:56AM
“昨天”跟你出来了一趟
你真的很安静，为什么呢？
我的心情也似乎平伏了很多，可能我已经渐渐把你放下了吧
你曾经是我的……
现在变成普通朋友，也不差！
我现在的期望是，可以有机会挣多一点钱
然后可以毫不顾虑地出门旅行个一年几个月
如果可以，真好！
面对自己的命运，最近也没有时间想了
就让它顺其自然吧！
晚安！
你真的很安静，为什么呢？
我的心情也似乎平伏了很多，可能我已经渐渐把你放下了吧
你曾经是我的……
现在变成普通朋友，也不差！
我现在的期望是，可以有机会挣多一点钱
然后可以毫不顾虑地出门旅行个一年几个月
如果可以，真好！
面对自己的命运，最近也没有时间想了
就让它顺其自然吧！
晚安！
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