SAT, 30 JUN '12, 11:39PM

If I am not a tough-minded person, I think I would really suffer a lot. My suffering at current period is due to "Those people that I like do not like me".

I keep thinking and finding ways on how to attract them to fall into me. Yes I admit, I am not faithful for loving several persons at the same time, but I will only love one person if one day I am coupled.

Ah... I dunno. I dunno how my love life would be. Maybe I just suit to be a lone ranger. Maybe I should try and earn more, people nowadays are more realistic.

18TH JUNE '12, MON, 9:26AM

Z，会是你吗？
我最近很开心，因为有你哦

15TH JUNE '12, FRI, 8:00PM

Today you gave me so many "muah", and obviously, you need my help. Do you know "muah" at this period of time means nothing to me? It's disgusting, and humiliating. I didn't remember you have given me any muah before today? Ha.. Isn't that funny??????

15TH JUNE '12, THU, 12:34AM

D, how will you think as you have realized that I'm not that willing to help you this time? Do you understand why did I say like that to you? Ever thought of? I am very imbalance to know that, when you don't have money then you come and look for me. Then what about those nights when you were with him and before you went to sleep? Did u think of me? Telling me two of you have nothing are unbelievable, do you know? I know exactly why can't you text me. So if your willing to spend so many days with your friend, it is called intimate friend. I am so curious why you didn't want to ask for his help first before coming to me? Since you prioritized him first, right? Make sense? That's what I'm always saying and asking, what Do you treat me as? Brother? Friend? Or just "you know". What am I to you when I didn't want to help you for the first time. The first time, and you turn your back at me. Do you even know how it feels? Ha.. I'm just being used maybe, and terribly. I will take this as a very precious experience and expensive lesson.

13TH JUNE '12, WED, 9:26AM

D, my guess is you will be staying at your friend's house even the last night (14th June) you are in Labuan. This is my guess, and it means something also.

I am ready to let you off my grab, and you are free to go. I will still be your brother, but you are no longer my liability.

12TH JUNE '12, TUE, 10:21AM

D, who am I to you?

Why does it seem to me that you will only contact me when you have the need to get something from me, while tend to forget my presence when you are in happiness.

You told me you don't have credit to reply me. But hey, then how are you going to contact your friend today? One thing I can guess is, you are saving up the credit to text your friend, is that it?

Last night i text you on FB, but you didn't even reply a word though you have already read the messages (from the FB I know you have read it). Is it because you know you won't be getting any reload from me even if you reply?

Sad, disappointed and moodless.

6TH JUNE '12, WED, 9:01AM

Why didn't you reply my messages D? I am curious and sad.

It is definitely not because you do not have credit, or you are in an accident, so why? Too busy engaging yourself in something?

I am very sad and feeling so uncomfortable..

TUE, 5 JUNE '12, 6:56PM

D, I am very tired already.. I don't know what I am hoping for.. I have spent my time, money and attention on you too much, and I cannot see anything.

Can you please quickly find a BF and just leave me?

You are a person who is full with lies, even if you are not, I already have very little trust on you.. Whenever you are in trouble, you will think of me first, approach me and reply me very prompt. Whenever you are not in trouble, you would respond me late, with simple replies..

When you said, "muah or love you" it is always to do with money.

Please tell me, how am I going to believe you that you are treating me as a brother? Brotherhood is both way, I am tired with one-way contribution.

Not to mention, I am loving you.. Sad..:(

Today is the first day of my new job in Oil and Gas Vendor company. I had a heavy feeling because of you. I dunno if what I am doing is right?

Let's just ask yourself this. When you are bored, you look for people for fun. When you are poor, you look for me for money. This is so unfair.

To be frank, I have had more than 5 friends whom are not my race, all of you have the same nature.. sorry to say.