15TH JUNE '12, THU, 12:34AM

D, how will you think as you have realized that I'm not that willing to help you this time? Do you understand why did I say like that to you? Ever thought of? I am very imbalance to know that, when you don't have money then you come and look for me. Then what about those nights when you were with him and before you went to sleep? Did u think of me? Telling me two of you have nothing are unbelievable, do you know? I know exactly why can't you text me. So if your willing to spend so many days with your friend, it is called intimate friend. I am so curious why you didn't want to ask for his help first before coming to me? Since you prioritized him first, right? Make sense? That's what I'm always saying and asking, what Do you treat me as? Brother? Friend? Or just "you know". What am I to you when I didn't want to help you for the first time. The first time, and you turn your back at me. Do you even know how it feels? Ha.. I'm just being used maybe, and terribly. I will take this as a very precious experience and expensive lesson.