27 AUG '13, TUE, 11:55AM

I think it will be hard for me to fall in love for the time being, maybe it will last for quite some time...

You know why?

Because I care too much of you and I am still in contact with you. The only way out (I think) is one day you get yourself a BF, and I will be too despair, and give up on you...

Cheers. Everything happens for a reason. Ya.. though I am saying so, it still hurts that much.

Ciao.

17 AUG '13, SAT, 11:06AM

"Stop loving that person or you will die in peril.. "

In airport now, feeling awful..

 

Once again I fell so deeply in love.. And it's hard for me to withdraw... Becos it's that person..

Only way is, find another person to love. To be in another relationship then only I can be freed from this awful feeling.. 

But I'm very reluctant to let you out of my mind.. I love you too much, too much to be true.

Ciao.

愛得太遲

我過去　那死黨　早晚共對

各也紮職以後　沒法暢聚

而終於相約到　但無言共對　疏淡如水

日夜做　見爸爸　剛好想呻

卻霎眼　看出他　多了皺紋

而他的蒼老感　是從來未覺　太內疚擔心

最心痛是　愛是太遲

有些心意　不可等某個日子

盲目地發奮　忙忙忙其實自私

夢中也習慣　有壓力要我得志

最可怕是　愛需要及時

只差一秒　心聲都已變歷史

忙極亦放肆　見我愛見的相知

要抱要吻要怎麼也好

偏要推說等下一次

我也覺　我體質　彷似下降

看了症得到是　別要太忙

而影碟　都掃光　但從來未看　因有事趕

日夜做　儲的錢　都應該夠

到聖誕　正好講　跟我白頭

誰知她開了口　未能挨下去　已恨我很久

錯失太易　愛得太遲

我怎想到　她忍不到那日子

盲目地發奮　忙忙忙從來未知

幸福會掠過　再也沒法說鍾意

愛一個字　也需要及時

只差一秒　心聲都已變歷史

為何未放肆　見我愛見的相知

要抱要吻要怎麼也好

不要相信一切有下次

相擁我所愛又花幾多秒　這幾秒

能夠做到又有多少

未算少　足夠遺憾忘掉

多少抱憾　多少過路人

太懂估計　卻不懂愛錫自身

人人在發奮　想起他朝都興奮

但今晚未過　你要過也很吸引

縱不信運　你不過是人

理想很遠　愛於咫尺卻在等

來日別操心　趁你有能力開心

世界有太多東西發生

不要等到天上俯瞰

11 AUG '13, SUN, 10:19AM

I didn't know that I would once again love a person to this extend. I thought I would have forget about the feeling.

I'm going to confess.. Whatever the result would be, let's see..

11 AUG '13, SUN, 12:39AM

I will always love you..

A letter to you

Letter to You

Dear, I've to say this before it becomes a regret.. Because I couldn't cope with this surging feeling anymore. Though I know it's laughable for a bro to love you. But, at least I'm letting it out:)

I'm just too affected to you. The truthfulness and attitude (and everything) you portray have moved me. I.. really appreciate and treasure those moments you have created with me.

 

Somehow I got to know that you just would like to be my little bro. Nevertheless, my arms are always wide-opened for you, to listen to you and to give you advice. I am really gonna miss your presence in Miri. The fractions of memory will always be kept in my memory.

Sorry to create this uneasy feeling in you. Whatsoever, I will still forever be your loving bro. I'll also be always ready to attend to your boredom, sadness and happiness. I hope you will still treat me the same :")

It's good that I have finally let this out. Love you dear. Do always stay in touch like how we used to be okay. I love you.. Muah:")

p.s. You know, I am actually wearing sunglasses to utter you this. Cos it gives me the courage. Haha!

Written on 10-8-2013

6 AUG '13, TUE, 8:25AM

Yesterday was a day I was really happy.

Thanks Din, for making my day. How I wish you are mine..

If, I have the chance to be with you, I am ready to commit my wholelife of freedom to you.

If, I have the chance to be with you, I will love you with all I can.

If, I have the chance to be with you, I will nurture you into a very good and capable person.

If, I have the chance to be with you, I will proudly bring you back to my house, and introduce to my family.

If, I have the chance to be with you, I will teach you mandarin, and make you speak like a Chinese.

There are so many things I wish to do together with you, but our hearts are not together. I am loving you but you are loving others. And you never see me.

What I have just written, will be my dream. I shouldn't be hoping too much I know. Well then, let it be just a mild fantasy.

Love you.