Nordin, I felt so heartache when I knew that you have accepted others proposal to be your bf. And you didn't accept mine.
I
kinda accept the fact that you won't like the kind like me and with
that, I'm drawing myself out of the game. I love you too much, more than
I can imagine, hence I might not be contacting you for quite some time,
in order to forget you.
I
would like to let you know that I would really love to stay in touch
with you. I would like to have the chance to love you, shower you with
my love, taking care of you, having intimacy with you- IF ONLY I have
the chance..
You
are a wonderful incident which appears in my life. Besides blaming God
for not being fair to me for not having you, I really love the way God
met both of us. I feel happy and blessed when I'm with you. I'm feeling
myself to be complete everytime I'm with you. I feel myself like crying
when you are just beside me. That's the level of my love to you.
Nordin,
I'm offshore for few days. And I wish I can get rid of you in my life,
for a short period of time. I need to heal my broken-heart-to-pieces
heart. And I need to re-love somebody, if I can do that.
There
are simply too many things I have had in mine. There are just too many
thoughts I have had on you every single minutes. Right now (despite what
I'm saying before), I really hope you will have affection on me. Till
then, love you.
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