Monday, November 11, 2013

11TH NOV '13, MON, 1:55PM

I am writing this in memorial of our tickling seconds in life. Our togetherness.

It was a great moment to be with you yesterday, and throughout those seconds, I couldn't help myself but thinking of you, and thinking of how to make you laugh, and make you fall in love with me.

Though I know those would be to no avail, I knew that from the right beginning. But, I would still like to leave myself good memories of you till the end of my life.. :)

That's... simply because I am so in love with you, and I love you so much than you can imagine.

You once asked me, do I cry over a person I love. "I don't" was my answer, and it is still. The fact that I don't cry is not because I do not love you enough. I don't cry because I know I need to stand straight and be brave of my future. May be subconsciously I know that I won't be able to stop crying once I have started.

Nordin, I do love you, more than anybody else. Ha. You knew that I loved you, but I bet you never know that I still love you like ever, and like a crazy fella. You won't know that my heart is always at the verge of breaking apart; you never know that I wish so much to COL. You will never know.

Ha. Enough with the feeling expression. I would like to write what I should now.

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